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Sadness !

2010-07-22T03:48:00.002+08:00

I just wanna see how's you but what I've saw is You and Joyce's picture . Two photos ! As what I predict . You're really w her . Thanks for what you've given and what you've taken back ! We're so near yet so far . Thanks real much for letting me tears over you . I've been so crazy since broke up w you , thank you ! I'm like going t cry , fcuk ! I must bear w it, man ! For you , not worth man ! ROARRRRR ~ ! Why you must did these t me !? Dammit ! I can't stop thinking of it ! FCUK ! Why !? , Why !? Why there's no hope in us anymore ? fcuk , why I can't stop thinking it ? Why !? FCUK larhhs ! CRIED*

At last , I still cried !

2010-07-02T09:14:00.002+08:00

It has been ages since I last blog ? laughs .
I just read my blog , i mean those past post . I wished Joey and ahzhong a happy birthday but none of them come on my birthday celebration -.- dammit !
None of them wish me ? ahzhong wished me but is an advance one .
Joey , no and nothing ! Willy , dammit ! I've nothing t say anymore . zzz!

These few days , has been thinking about Willy . And all about us .
Somehow sorry t Joey , cause he's my "fake" boyf ? LOL .
He is somehow sorry t me too , cause ermm .. and he need times . ohya , let's not talk about this first .
Back t Willy's one .
I really stupid and retard enough t believe that we still have hope .
I mean , we're really like each other? argh , bullshit ! all craps .
Remember , you told me "我突然觉得不可以没有你" when we're at punggol marina ?
What a sentence you've told me .
Remember , you asked me "如果我现在告诉你，我爱你比我ex girlf 多你相信吗?"
What a JOKE I've heard from you .
16feb10 - 06march10 ; WHAT A DREAM YOU'VE GAVE ME !
Thanks ya real lot ! :D really dammit ! 2o days , why am I still so loves you , man !? fcuk it .
ROARRRRR ~ ! let me die ! KILL ME :x

Back t my life ... know a guy named YOUBIN!;D he's a korean . I knew him at my birthday celebration . Zig brought him down . I tot he's ard 18 , 19 years old ?
But he's only 16 , man ! wtf ;x ohman . he is one year younger than me .
But he's a handsome guy ;P lmao . cute lil handsome "boy" LOL . xiaohongster !
dreamt of him once ? LOL . damn funny . w hl somemore .

Started t become v close w Joey , idk why . when did this happened , man ?!
We started t have those weird topics and then meet up and become my fake boyf ? -.-
ohmygod ;x wth . so , how !?
He's really bad . At th same times , he's sweet and caring too . laughs .
I asked him down t valerie's birthday . He told me he scare that girls will touch her or whatever ..
So he asked me t tell all my girl friends , he's MINE -.- !! ohman .
I told him , they won't believe . Then he gave alot of stupid ideas , eg. hold hands , kiss ?
oh, man ! wtf uh . Most of them guess that he's really my boyf , ohmygod ;x
I've predicted wrong . dammit ! but I've told them , it's fake one .
but bear said , idon'twanna see fake one . If you two want , cherish this relationship .
He need some times luhh :D give him times , okay . laughs . But he told me , he likes me ! :B
these two days chatting w him , okay luhh :D
Last night out of sudden thought of Willy , Willy Yap .... ton son ! damn and make me cry th whole night . after crying chat w Joey -.- !
Thanks lot , Joey :] I mean , my dear ? laughs .
ohya ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , VALERIE ! ALL TH BEST , SIS ! AND STAY HAPPY AWLAYS :D INKONSKIN ROCKS YA .

2010-05-22T03:26:00.002+08:00

You lied me for how long ? two months bah ? :] laughs .
I don't think you really like me before , LOL .
You said I'm cute , fake one .
You said you suddenly felt that you cannot live without me , FAKE one .
You said alot of nice things , all re opposite words .
What you've said , it's all opposite . Means all equals t bad things .
You didn't say anthing bad when we're tgt .
That's why everything you've said is turn out t be th bad things , laughs .
Same for me lo , I also saying th opposite things uhs :]
I said , I don't love you when you asked me .
I said , I didn't miss you when you asked me .
I said , i don't like you when you asked me . Laughs .
why uhs ?:'[

My heart hurting me now ! :'[
If you don't wish t come on my birthday , just reply me a " NO " !
I'm okay w it . Don't ignore my texts .
If you don't want t apologise t me , just reply me a " DON'T WANT " !
I'm okay w it . Really !
If you don't wish t see me , just reply me a " no , I don't want t meet " !
I'm okay w it . Don't avoid my texts !
If you really wanna hurt me , JUST STRAIGHT AWAY AND HURT !
Don't ai mai ai mai . Starting still sae can be friends .
Now taking excuses out t avoid me . You're 6 years older than me but why in relationship you're like younger than me ?!?! -.- wps ehhs .
What is these ?! Kao . don't know why I loves you so much -.-

My hear hurts , really hurts . I think you'v fallen for someone alr bah .
But no matter what , I give up on you or not . I still loves you .
Give up doesn't mean don't loves you . Is I know I won't have any chance t be w you alr .
But I'll still loves you :]

2010-05-10T07:40:00.003+08:00

These few weeks too busy t post . laughs .
Keep working , after work , DRINK , DRANK , DRUNK ! :DD
Went t boat quay , Neverland , Sabai , Oasis and Ratchada ! ;DD WOOTS ~ ! Shiok ;pp
laughs . Like all Thai disco uhs , LOLs ! dd:
Ohya , still got Punggol marina ! woo ~ w ahzhong :]
Went there t celebrate his bro's advance birthday :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY , PETER ! :DDD [ actually shld be this friday , if I'm not wrong :D ]
Cause zhong gonna help him celebrate again ! :DDDDD
Went there and met alot of new friends :DD
Most of them is ahbear's friend . Hougang ppl ! LOLs .
Went Neverland w Siistaa , Pekfang , Anthony and his friend :DD
Oasis w Siistaa and sister then Aron and Pekfang came ! heex .
we evacuate th dance floor !! :DD LOLs ._.
Went t Sabai w Siistaa and Anthony , actually meeting Joey .
But I came late , Joey and his friends all don'twant wait .
And they can't go in , shld be guys 23 bah .
Ratchada w LOTS LOTS of ppl and I can't remember them , LOLs .
They're all Pekfang's friends , brothers and sisters :DD
We went there t celebrate Pekfang's birthday ! WOOTS ;O
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , SANDY KOH SIS ! :DDDDD
laughs . Just now Pekfang suddenly text me ask me "still awake ?"
LOLs , she wanna meet me out . Said she come over t meet me , nicholas will be meeting her .
After she hanged , Limheng called me -.- ohmygod :x
Jiajun on th phone asking me out t slack ._. and Limheng's driving -.- LOL !
Both of them reached , LOL ! Two cars wor , so dua pai :DDDD heex heex :B
Then Pekfang go w nicholas they all first . They going t play block catching -.-
ohmy ! wth ._. I went t eat at bishan w Limheng :D
After eating , rounding ! :] then back t Bishan meet Pekfang :D for catching ._.
LOLs ! They played first , then I joined in -.- ohmygod . They keep catching me .
I mean they switch t play crocodile -.- mygoodness ! :/
After playing , home-d !!!!! Finally . Later shld b going t malaysia w dad :D
Hohohos :DD
Last night went t eat PIZZA w Ice :] soooo full , niceeeee !
Searn and his friends came . After eating , POOL ! :DD
Soooo longggg nvr play alr , still skilled uhs :D LOL ! :B
After pool , met Jabil for a chat . After th chat , it's alr 4am and there my phone ringgggg ._. PEKFANG ! -.- laughs .
So happening these few weeks -.- Hope my Exams pass w flying color on 31st may .
This subject nvr get "A" , I going t die alr DD':
And 1 - 15 June , ORAL !! :S ohmygod , but chinses de :DD keekee .
ohya, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY , MUM ! :DDDDDDDD
LOL .

I've been missing you since you leave-d me .
Why not a chance ? I really loves you .
You told me , You'll loves your girlf if she loves you too .
Or you don't loves me alr ?? wtf . argh !
imissyou like how you miss shevon ! , I loves you like how you loves shevon ! :'[

2010-04-22T05:04:00.003+08:00

these few days , happening . One day , I'm working w xiang . Half way of working , her grandma passed away . Second day after my work , I went down . Shifu midnight come down -.-
I disturb zhong that I at his house downstair , that funeral -.- he believe ? aiseh :x
Mahjong till morning , win :] zhong came back from his belated birthday celebration, ask me wanna have breakfast -.- but I not at his house downstair , so can't .
Fourth day , bee came down but bear not feeling well . Xiang and me win alot of money :]
I mean me larhhs , win 23 bucks .

Joey that poor thing , I really don'tknow what t say him .
Why girls out there don'tknow how t cherish good guys ?
And yet Joey said, he's not good eonugh that's why his girlf will leave him .
He will be more better so that he can protect and give her girlf happiness . ohmygod !
Such a good guy why she don't cherish him ?!
As for me , I wanna cherish you but you don't let me DD: why ?
Last two days, I asked him for patch . He replied , " don't think so "
WHY ? Why " don't think so " ???????
I replied him , " will we be tgt in th future ? " He didn't reply me :'[
You make me cry again . Shag till I walk wrong way t xiang house .
And make me u-turn back -.- damn it .
Sigh* I damn shag that night , almost lost all my money t mahjong . But win back uhs .
I text-ed Joey t tell him these , he also th same .
He told me only twenty days , why cry for him ? It's not worth .
I know uhs , I know twenty days can't compare w his two years plus .
But I really loves him :'[ you too , Joey -.-
Joey crying from 19th april till now ._. cause his girlf don't even care for him .
Don't wanna reply his texts and answer his calls .
20th is their anniversary . Sigh*

Bee and his girlf also 20th april tgt de :DD cherish her or I'll whack you ! dd:
Lucas, he got a girlf on 19th . Laughs . Last long then :DD
Found out that , shifu really disappointed me DD: why uhs ? -.-
Sigh* why guys like t lie t me ? New trend uhs ? -.- wps ehhs .
Just now met a guy call Alex , which is I didn't meet him before .
Know him from online bah ? -.-
He bring derrick down . Chat awhile , soooooo many lies also .
Really new trend lorhhs :DDD nice one luhh !

I keep thinking , why there's no chance for me and you t be tgt ?
why ? Did I done something wrong ? -.- Can you give me a reason ?
My heart hurts when you replied " don't think so "
Sigh* I want you back , can I ? Thought you sae you won't leave me ?
Is it a lie again ?

Wed, Thurs, Fri working at Explorer :] Sat go out relax hao ma ?
Go where hao ? Daddy and murmie always go slack -.- no life .
Joey won't come out . Zhong bo xim kia .
Shi fu , forget it bah . nbs :/ Sat go town ? v long nvr go liao :D
If no money , how uhs ? -.- aiya, fcuk de .
I think I not gonna celebrate my birthday . There's no hope for me and willy .
What for celebrate ? -.- Shifu pcb. zhong samasama .
Joey won't come out de . Cancel hao bu hao ? Stay at home sleep ? laughs .
Good idea .

I've a joke t ask :D If you got $203,000 , what's th first thing you'll do ?
laughs . go travel ? or go sing k ? LOLs .
I sure , someone will come back t me cause I've money . (not willy larhhs)
see money eye open -.- shit guy .

I miss you ! missyou , missyou . (:
放手放开所有 or
等待等待你会回来 ?
我放不过我自己转一圈回到了原地
眼泪是一种提醒我很爱你让一切归零。

2010-04-13T08:05:00.008+08:00

friday working , out of sudden found some " uniform " .

So, we all wear t work :] But Kelvin sleeping in function room ,

we keep taking pictures :D Laughs .

2010-04-13T07:03:00.007+08:00

Celebrate ah jie's birthday :D
Came back from Oasis and eaten our breakfast
at 122 . Took this family photo :]

Got some pictures , we went t Dolphin :D

2010-04-13T06:06:00.002+08:00

After th chat w Joey , went t eat w daddy and chat w zhong .
Looking forward for 1o april cause helping zhong t celebrat birthday :D
I went t work , after work went over t Zan's house nearby t slack and have some girls' talk :D
Sistaa and fang come and find us . Then chat all th way till morning 6 plus ?
Zan went t find her boyf . Yajun and ahjoy went home .
Sistaa, fang jie and me went t coffee shop w shawn also :] eat , chat and stuff .
After awhile , ahjie called and ask whether want mahjong .
That time was about 9plus in th morning alr .
I tot that ltr meeting zhong so, don't sleep lo cause he will book out ard afternoon .
Scare ltr cannot wake up and put him plane .
So agreed t mahjong w them :DD for two rounds, after mahjong is ard 2plus in th afternoon .
Before that , zhong alr told me he going down somewhere t settle some problems then come over t meet me .
So I waited . I try t find things t do so time will pass .
I went t central w ben , buy watch . He repair his watch .
Walk walk and stuff . Then ard 5 in th evening , I went home for a change .
I asked ben t accompany me .
Ard 5 plus , zhong said still looking for th person who whack his bro .
I was damn fcuking angry . Asshole , do you think ahgirl , me will help a guy t celebrate his birthday when I only know him for awhile . Cb , lim bei hao xin help you celebrate . Don't want just sae right .
I don't need t waste my sleeping time .
I didn't eat all th way after eating in th morning ehhs , I tot afternoon you'll done w your stuff .
So I can eat lunch w you , ended up put me plane . Nvr turn up .
I didn't eat for 12 hours that day . One day plus nvr sleep alr uhs .
You still can be so cb t me . nice one lorh . nb !
I damn angry over these , I quarrel w ben . Quarrel till I at there crying .
Fcuk you luhh ! -.- asshole , idiot ahzhong !
Really damn angry till I go eat w ben at suki sushi .
Eat alot bah ? alot more than last time ? LOL .
But didn't take pic , too angry liao ! nbs .
After eating , v bored . Ben going t songkar . I alone liao lorhhs -.-
But ben pei me slack awhile , give me afew stick of cig .
But red one , my throat pain still ask me smoke red . wps ehhs !
Ben went off , I alone waiting for Joey -.- nbs .
Joey v long , I went home for toilet and come down again .
Joey ask me go home , don't stay outside but I don't want .
I want make myself tired till I die :DDDDD LOL !
Joey came , we went t a place t sit . We chat and stuff .
V funny . He sing songs :DD nice ehhs . But not better than Herman ? LOL !
After that , he sent me home .
Ask me t sleep early . But ended up , Ice called me and ask me out .
I ask him come fetch me at my house downstair .
He w daddy, murmie, Jabil and co. We ended up going bishan prawn fishing .
WLS ehhs , I really no need t sleep liao .
NVM , let me die then :DDD more happy ! :D
I went w them , v bored uhs . We order mac and stuff .
Until th next day morning 5 plus . We cab-ed home but Ice, daddy, murmie and co.
They going t continue slacking -.- wps ehhs , siao !
Reached amk ard 6 plus . That time , I got 40 hours nvr sleep alr loh -.-
I didn't go slack w them but go home w Jabil :DD
Went home t sleep , wake up ard 6 t meet xiang for flyer job .
Work till I wanna die liao . We work all th way till th next day morning -.- stupid !
My legs going t break liao . Morning , we went t cb mac for breakfast .
Saw Kenny there w Keith and their friends . I saw nus alr :D
Keep heard Jason sae about her , finally saw her :D
Slack and talk cock w Kenny till 7 plus 8 ? home-d ard 8 plus .
mj and vin coming up :D before that , xiang and me disturb mj :DDDDD
LOL !
They came up my house , talk cock v loud . I cannot hear what th show talking about -.-
V tired lo , I went t sleep and ask xiang t wake me up ard 3 pm .
She fall asleep and I wake her up ard 630 pm .
I rush t buy cig for ahjoy and rush t work at explorer :D
After explorer , we went t thomson eat prata .
After eating , we went t changi see ahgua :DDDD LOL !
What a joke ! Then saw some really chio ehhs :D
We also went t changi beach there .
Th place where Willy kneel down and ask me t be his girlf :]
Laughs . Not th same spot larhhs . But still memorable !
Feel kinda sad larhhs -.- After changi , we went t loyang that big temple :D
I took some photos , ltr upload :D
After their praying , went home !! Home ard 5 plus ? I forgotten alr .
LOL ! Just now fb all th way , now then post blog . laughs .
Went t fb , more angry luhh ! -.-
Went t see zhong's profile . His birthday celebration soooo happy uhs :]
Good lo, mine is nothing one . That's why don't wanna come down right ?
You're giving me a feeling that you don't wish me t celebrate for you -.-
If you don't wish t , tell me so . Don't po po ma ma , you ahgua uhs ? nb !
I'm not that important t you , so be it and forget it . I'm fine w it !
Idiots -.- Why at first want t know me and make friend w me ?!
Don't sae that and I won't ask ben t give my number t you .
And I won't quarrel w ben over you -.- I won't waste my sleeping hours .
Won't hungry for 12 hours ? -.- Won't quarrel till cry liao . Won't kar lan soooo much uhs ! humpf .

Lucas's new girlf text-ed me in fb saying they broke up alr .
So fast ? -.- Cannot be bah .
Joey last night broke up w his girlf also . Ohmygod !
WHY ?! 2 years lehs . Why guys take 2 years relationship all like nothing de ?! -.-
Why guys like t lie uhs ?! Why guys like t put me PLANE uhs ?! asshole -.-
especially those in army one uhs . Benjamin Koh Zheng Ming , my SHIFU put me plane before .
Jonathan Tan Yan Hong , my DADDIE put me plane ! Joey Putt , my friend put me plane . KOH ZHI ZHONG , my friend put me plane also .
ALL is I nvr sleep waiting for them , ended tio plane -.-
All in army de also . Asshole ! ROARRRRR !
Next time I won't be soooo good liao , nbs . I gar gar sleep only , put YOU ALL 's plane :D
LOL ! ANGRY*

我爱他，轰轰烈烈最风狂！
回来好吗？我爱你。

2010-04-09T02:57:00.003+08:00

That day was v sad . Cause of my mother's stuff .
After i post th blog , I call ahzhong and chat . I knew it , you're not outside .
V fun meh ? Disturb me DD: Asshole . Roar ~ !
I called ahzhong and ask him got time t chat not , he say five min ltr call him back .
I call back, shifu answer -.- che ! All th way shifu talking t me . LOL !
ahzhong talk like v funny , slow motion de :DDD
Like he got cursed by th slow motion wu la ba ha ! Laughs .
Then shifu tell me alot :DD LOL ! He tot I cry or what but I told shifu , nvr .
Laughs . But actually is true larhhs .
Then that day , after all this then go meet xiang at hub .
Went t TTSH w her . She go have a check up :] still okay .
After that go get my pay then off t hougang meet Tracy take some O lvl books .
After taking th books , went t have my dinner :DD !
And slack-ed awile after eating while mj come find us :]
Then home-d ard 11 plus ? I not so sure uhs .
Woke up and found out that I'm having fever -.- actually meeting derrick de .
But sick so nvr meet him . Th fever gone down , but still running nose and sore throat .
Th nose can go racing liao . Roar ~ !
But no choice , have t work also . I faster wake up , prepare-d and chiong t work :]
Zan, Yajun, Peifang, Peilin and me re all sick lorhhs -.-
Ended up I'm working w ah joy only . Zan and yajun go sleep .
Same goes t Kelvin -.-
And I got 20 bucks of personal tips from two customers .
Ten bucks from each customer larhhs . LOL !
They so random and shocked me lorhhs . But after taking th tips , like shiok ehhs !
Can buy cig liao :DD LOL !!!
After work , got meeting . Sigh* Don'tknow tml go work will get scolding or not .
Laughs . After th meeting , went t 232 t eat :DD hungry lorhhs .
After eating , ~~home sweet home~~ ! Home-d ard 4am .
Chiong my xiayizhan,xinfu cause ard morning ten am meeting Joey t celebrate his birthday .
But ended up , he put me plane . Put liao nvm , tell me what his hp lost and all these excuses and craps . Same as Willy lorhhs .
Sigh* ard ten plus , I go sleep . But 2.30 surpose t me xiang t study poa .
But her family all at her ahma house cause her ahma cannot alr .
So change t other day . I woke up , text-ed ahzhong, willy and joey bah .
I think still got more ppl bah ? LOL !
Willy's reply v fast , v happy also :D but ending , he's th one making me cry .
Laughs . Good lorhhs :] soooo long nvr cry lerhs bah ?
My tears just can't stop . Keep dropping . And I text-ed xiang .
She nvr reply -.- I ask zhong whether can chat not .
He sae give him twenty mins , he going t bathe and pcc -.- wps ehhs !
But before that I told him , I'm v down now and ask him t tell me a joke .
He asked me , " a normal car got how many wheels ? "
I answered him , " 4 lo " He replied , " no is 5 the last one is steering WHEEL! haas. toopid. "
It was v funny larhhs . I did laugh out but after a few seconds of laughing ,
I cried more worst . I keep thinking , why willy's th one making me cry , making me sad , but he's not th one making me laugh ?!
Do you know , when I'm sick I cannot cry . After crying, my sickness will become more worst !
Idiot , thankyou lo . You win liao ! You win my heart ma , finally you win right ?
HAPPY MA , asshole ! ROARRRRR ~ !
Sigh* Those two weeks plus , we only have laughter no tears .
But now , nothing ! No more . Then I asked ahzhong t tell me more joke .
He sae no more lerhs . He asked his camp mate also don'thave DD:
Then he agreed t talk on th phone w me :DD
But before chat w him , I'm chatting w Joey . He lied t me also larhhs .
But I alr know about his things . I asked him t sae th truth out before I sae it ALL out :D
Then he tell me lo . LOL ! Cool ~ ! :DD
Afterthat , he hanged cause no reception . And he admitted he still have girlf :D
Good , be good boy . BE honest :D ! Laughs .
Then he go do his stuff and I chat w ahzhong :DDDDD
He soooo stubborn like me , when I stubborn , he sae me -.- might as well sae yourself !
Also th same ma . Sae me equals sae yourself :DD LOL !
He teached me a lesson saying that th louder you talk means you got manners !
LMAO , what a good lesson and what a good logic lehs .
I shld sae " WHAT A JOKE ! " LOL !
After he hanged up, went t eat w daddy :D and murmie !
Then slack and talk cock all th way till 11 plus or 12 plus bah .
I went home and they continue slack -.- home-d ard 12 plus , I think ?
Laughs . Reached home and check who's Raynard .
Cause Joey said is Raynard gave him my number . But Idon'tknow who's Raynard and how he got my number -.- ?!?! wtf .
I go check , asked alot ppl but no answer lehs . Tml ask Joey liao :DDDD
Just now chatted on th phone w xiang and ziyin :D
Saying which horoscope is good husband , good boyf . LOL !
Then I told her Aries' guy re all hongster ! Just nice , I met two guys re Aries .
Somemore their birthday , one is 8th of April , one is 9th of April .
LAUGHS ! One is Joey and one is Zhong ! LOL !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY :D ALL TH BEST UHS , 21 YEARSOLD LIAO .
MUST BE HONEST , DON'T LIE T ME AGAIN UHS . LOL !
AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , KOHZHIZHONG ! ROLF . 19 LIAO , DON'T SO BENG CAN ?
LAUGHS . AND DON'T SO FIERCE LARHHS , I WILL SCARE DE LEHS .
LOL ! ALL TH BEST T YOU , HOPE YOU PASS YOU BIKE LICENSE ! :DDDDD
Must remember my Birthday hors ! missyou:D thankyou !
After chatting on th phone just now , smoked and using com now .
Posting blog now but ltr wanna chiong my xiayizhan,xinfu:DDD

Why re you so heartless ?
When can you stop hurting me ?
Ireallylovesyou , understand ? Idiot .
Your texts , you and your actions re
getting more cold .
What shld I do ? Sigh* Imissyou .
Now I want t meet you , is like more hard than t dream of you .

2010-04-06T06:13:00.002+08:00

Just now met Ice at 347 , slack and talk cock all th way .
Don'twanna sleep , quite angry and sad bah ? ltr 930 meet xiang at hub .
Buy newspaper help ahzhong find work :D
See , I soooo good . Must treat me eat one day horr . LOL !
Heard from him, he said my mum wanna put a camera at my house t spy me -.- ROFL !
Got one day, my mum follow me from here t there th whole day .
Mygod uh , night time one I know . Whole day one, Idon'tknow lehs .
Wapiang ehhs , don'twant me t go out . Don't give birth t me larhhs .
Give birth liao let you follow de uhs ? I will grow big one right ? wps -.-
Put what camera ? don't trust your kids just say niia .
No trust on me , then why still give birth t me ? Abort me in th first place ma .
So I won't come t this stupid world and won't met some stupid assholes ma -.- !
What for t be your kids ? also no trust from you . stupid -.-
From small alr liddat till now . you not sianz , i sianz lehs . wls .
You know these thing I listen liao , how hurt am I not ? My mum don't trust me ans seek help from my bro lehs .
Hate me just kill me then . 17 years ago , abort me better !
ah korr that time alr 8years old , ask him push you down . You'll miscarrage ma !
Then don'thave me , so you won't have sooooo much trouble right ?!
All th way , you only dote ahkorr , when is me de ? what for have me ? pui !
WHAT FOR AND WHAT'S TH POINT ? LMAO !
I heard all these , I start t hate this family . WTF is all these uhs ?
why I've this kind of lao bu ? wps ehhs . why my family liddat de uhs ?
why others won't ? why uhs ? why other ppl do soooo many fcuking bad things , their parents can forgive them and say " after all, they're still my children "
why mine's liddat uhs ? WHY , ninabu !
So angry and fcuking sad ! I keep thinking , what's th point I stay in my house .
NO POINT , man ! wps . After he told me all these .
Waa , sad dao I don't know what can I do . Then next topic , can laugh uh .
Cry also go home cry , outside cry about these . Call stupid , xiasuay ! Thank you lor , my mother :D
Idon'tknow I'm your daughter or not de lehs .
Or is you don't know how t teach your child ? FUCK ! arghh !
How I wish I've a quiet murmie . Peach family . Average allowance . Good freedom :D
Don't tell me I 21 years old , you still wanna do all these shit . If you really does , I really don'tknow why liao . Why I have this family uhs . Why I'm from here de uhs . stupid -.-
Waa, really need someone's shoulder but don'tknow who can I find . Sigh*
3hrs liddat then meet xiang , don'tknow that time I die liao not . Fuck !
I'm going INSANE uhs ! wth -.- XIANG UHS , HELP ME UHS ! really cannot take it liao . fcuk .

CRIES* :'[

2010-04-05T23:57:00.002+08:00

LMAO . Today suppose t wake up at ten . But I overslept . Laughs .
Xiang at my house downstairs wait till v long . LAUGHS !
Then went t qiqi house meet them awhile then off t buy cig at 2o3 .
Slack and talk cock for awhile , xiang decided t go hougang play pool .
Cause v long nvr play pool lerhs .
Went t plaza play pool and meet mj and vin .
ahzhong suddenly call me , ask me about jobs -.- and ask where am I now .
I told him I at plaza , he say he also at plaza .
Bluff me de lorhhs , also nvr see you . Still say at lan there .
I also nvr see you , I run here and there also nvr see you -.-
LIAR !! humpf . After playing pool , go eat :DD
Sooooo hungry DD: Ate chicken chop :] Lucas got another girlf ! rofl .
So fat and so WAPIANG ehhs :DD lmao . wahhahahahahh !
Just now I disturb ahzhong saying , " you nvr sent me home :'[ lols! "
He replied , " lols. next time la. sure got chance the dont worry. haas. "
LOL ! I think he today good mood , if not won't liddat reply me lo .
Starting his text like v funny , now like v bored -.- liddat !
Mood swing uhs ?! LOL . today comfirm good mood . laughs .
after eating , slack awhile and bus-ed home :D
sooooo bored now !!

why're you so heartless ?! why always liddat de ?
text you also noreply -.- humpf !
tum mai jar tur rai lurah gurn ?

2010-04-05T02:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday working at explorer , after work went t Oasis cause ahjie's birthday .
We're on aaron's car then drop Kelvin at Boat quay bah ?
It's still early t go Oasis cause ahjie they all still at boozer .
So we go rounding first , aaron bring us t marina barrage -.-
So memorable and my heart was damn pain -.- ROARRRR !
Then they text-ed ah joy sae they reached Oasis , so we went down .
So fun at there . Quite sad over th past so didn't drink much .
Scare drunk uhs , LOL !
Having fun there :D After it end , we went t 122 for breakfast .
Then they're saying joke things which is v cock luhh ! Keep laughing lo .
After eating went t 121 slack awhile and took a pic , " family pic " :DDDDD
Waiting for Zan t upload :DD after slacking , HOME !
Home-d ard 7, sleep ard 7plus . And wake up ard 5pm , I think .
Cause xiang wake me up, then flyers all th way .
After flyers, eat my dinner :DDDDD and meet lala at 7o0 .
Slack , slack , slack till 2 plus . And now , home-d ! :]
So tired , tml morning need t wake up at 10 . Meet xiang 11 at 226 .
Need t go get my pay !!! :DD
Eating chips now , my dad watching soccer -.-
Thinking about , if were last time . I bought th chips , you'll feed me all th way :D
Cause don'twant my hands t dirty dd: LOL .
And you said " when I eating chips , th face v cute "
NOW , you won't sae these . You sure will sae " EEEEEEEEEYER "
RIGHT ? -.- Sigh*
Missyou luhh , idiot ! DD:

好羡慕别人的天长地久，多么希望自己也能拥有。

2010-04-03T03:21:00.002+08:00

yesterday night , after work went t dolphin again w sistaa, darling, pig sis, yajun, ahjoy, aron, sistaa's boyf and kelvin . Reached there saw edmund .
We drink and play , drink and play . Soooo cock luhh , LOL ! And v funny ! :DDD
Kelvin don'tknow go where bought one dice w words on th surfaces .
Play till v funny :D laughs .
All th way till it close but th boss give kelvin one more hour till 5pm :D
After drinking , went t nearby th but kut teh there eat :]
Th food there nice ehhs ! Then we drink teh also -.- LOL !
ahzhong ask me t go home faster after i drink cause v dangerous someone i'm a girl (:
He concern me ehhs :DD laughs . Sorry t let you worried larhhs . don't angry !
I feel bad luhh :'[ Smile okay , mr.Koh ? Pleaseeeeee :] heex .
Home-d ard 7 , faster prepare and SLEEEEEEP :DD
Then ard 130pm, xiang wake me up DD: ROARRR ! asshole .
Wake up , prepare-d and went t buy cig for my dear :D
Went t eat after that at 2o2 , eat th mian hoon kueh :DDDDD !
Willy also eat that stall :D After eating , broad 76 t east coast .
Meet bear, sheena and bear's boyf :] zixun also there ! (:
Rented our bicycles and went rounding and racing :DD so funny , cool ~ !
And I went t area E t find Lucas :D He's working there .
Have a chat w him , his colleagues say he eat snake , lol !
After chatting , I told him I go w them liao . He continues his work :D
Ard 730pm , went t return our bikes and went t PP eat :D
I shun bian go find derrick :D He didn't see me before .
I went t his outlet and ask him what's th price off w995i and I'm using that phone . LOL !
He told me th price , I ask me if I wanna trade my phone t 995i will be how much .
He ask me what's my phone , I take out and he's somehow shock cause I'm using 995i and wanna trade 995i :DDDDDDDDD ! LOL !
I ask him is it derrick , he then know who am I . LMAO !
Went t berylite t have some yogurts :D DARK CHOCOLATE v nice ! :]
After we're done w out cocks, shopping and eating . My dear and me went t xiang house .
Meet her dad t pass him things and I went home :D
Suddenly Lala called me and told me lots of things . About Daphne and her's prob .
After awhile , Daphne called me and ask me who will i help if lala find trouble on her . LMAO .
Ohmygod luhh ! Problematic ehhs . Laughs .
When th day comes and you'll know who's helping you luhh ! laughs .
Just told my darling tml come my workplace find me t tell her this thing .
And Daphne say i'm shorty ! ohmygod .
I told her , I'm alright that I'm short , let's see who win then . If you lose t me , you're worst than a short one :D LOL !
Shall stop here and I'll continue tml bah .
Going downstair t meet that whatever " Joey " then back home t SLEEEEEEP !

Lovesyou . Come back ?

2010-03-31T02:11:00.002+08:00

This afternoon wake up by xiang's call . After wake up alr , my stomach start t pain .
I went t kitchen and make some milo t drink .
After drinking still th same , I thought is yesterday's beer and martel .
Scare that I'll vomit gastric juice again , laughs ! But ended up is I ate something wrong last night :x
-.- went t th toilet , then prepare and stuff . Went t Jubilee meet xiang , she eating popeyes .
LOL , I told her that's my husband shop :DDD lmao .
Then ate something , not much larhhs cause stomach not feeling well DD:
After she eaten , went t my house and take th flyers .
Off t work at 400 plus :DD ended work ard 11 :]
Just now I text-ed Willy, he told me he's sick . Hope he's feeling better now :]
After a few texts , we ended our conversation . He told me he going t sleep , don'tknow it's real or not ? LOL .
But still hope you faster recover bah ! Take good care of your body uhs .
Eat med and your every meal uhs :] drink more water , okay ?!
Bored -.- that Joey just now almost called ambulance for me .
But he asking for my address , I didn't give and told him no need liao .
Zhong also wanna help me call ambulance but I told him no need .
Zhong's text getting colder and colder , don'tknow is his education low or see me too ugly liao DD:
Now don'thave a best friend liao DD': IDIOT , Zhong ! dd:
Shld not cut my hair de lorhh :'[ ROARRRR !
Going t sleep soon liao , soooo tired . Tml still must meet xiang -.-
Do flyers uhs ~ ! sobsob .
Just now text-ed Lucas , he sae he broke down when workin .
Ermm , don't stress ! Cheer up :D Take care also .
As your sis said , be brave and stay strong :]

today so miss you :D morning also dd:
But I've got back nothing from you .
Fine bah :] you also don'tknow anything .
Sorry that my words re left unspoken .
Loves you (: muacks !

2010-03-30T08:24:00.002+08:00

Last night working , v funny . No customer , totally slacking -.- LOL .
Saw some friends come and drink :D
Then Zan's friend came , he order one bucket . We play poker card and who lose, drink half a bottle ! laughs .
Then chat & slack etc .. After end work , Kelvin's god bro , John . Drive us t geylang lor 17 .
Cause Zan and I decided t go there eat dim sum .
I didn't know that place is Willy bring me go before that one .
When I reached there , woots ! Memorable :DDD
We went inside and sit then order quite alot ! laughs .
Eat and stuff , John pay :DDDDD LOL . soooo good :] actually Kelvin and John going t drink and just wanna drop us there only .
In th car , John was deciding wanna eat w us or not .
Cause Kelvin don't wanna eat . Ended up they come along w us :D
After we order , Kelvin got tempted by us and order some also ! LOLs .
After eating , we went t dolphine . Kelvin got balance at there , we go down for a drink .
Just a cup of drink only cause it's closing , we reach there , th time is ard 3 alr .
LOL! I played five ten w Zan , soooo funny uhs ! And direction :DD laughs .
Play , cock and stuff . It's closed , we went t petrol station .
Then they decided t go dragonfly but we cannot go in , so nvr go .
Then keep thinking wanna go where , they think of st james and many places but ended up nvr go .
Laughs . Then it's ard 5am , they drop us at central .
Zan and me go 7-11 t grab some snacks cause she's hungry -.-
Went t 700 t eat and talkcock :DD
Then cab-ed t Zan's boyf's house cause she buying breakfast for him .
Then her boyf drive us t 200 plus t meet Zan's " Jiu Jiu " .
Went over t my house downstairs t slack awhile and I'm home-d ard 830 plus -.-
So tired now , posting this blog while waiting for someone t reply me DD:
Stupid willy , text-ed him but no reply AGAIN ! ohmyfcuk-ing asshole :D laughs .
Later need t do flyers ard 2pm w xiang , then study , study and STUDY !
Yesterday night was soooo damn fun :D lucky got driver larhhs , if not cab here and there . LOLs !
Stupid zhong , reply text like bored bored liddat -.- YAO BEI DAO UHS ?!
This weekend meet you sure like you die dd: laughs .

where's my apologise , my dear ?
LOL ! meet you liao let you rabutt rabutt ! :DD
missyou larhhs . faster april !! rofl .

2010-03-29T05:19:00.002+08:00

nap chak wan nan wan thi thoe thing .
chan tong tom rap khwan ching , mae wa man mai ngai loei .

tum mai jai tur rai lurah gurn ?
tae rak mai khoei chang hai

ya rong , khao bok kap chan wa ya rong .
He's th one who told me so :]
dichan rak khun! kid tung mak mak :D
But i hope he'll be back w me .

2010-03-29T04:28:00.003+08:00

laughs . after my hair cut , damn angry ! Kelvin sae my hair look like popeye's
wife -.-
nono, is sistaa start this joke first then kelvin continue -.- wps !
damn fcuk-ing UGLY lorhhs :'[ ROARRRRR ! almost everyone saying it .
Stupid xiang still sae v nice , asshole . entertain me niia !
angrys* ! :/ today working got scolded -.- laughs . but fun uhs . LOL !
Yesterday went t challet w Shifu, zhong and co.
Actually i don't know th person who open this challet de , zhong keep ask me t go
-.-i"
Then I drag shifu down :DDDDD lmao .
Reached there , saw some friends which I know one at there . LOL !
Sooooo coincident uhs . Still saw my grandson :D laughs .
Then mahjong from nan feng t bei feng , I nvr win, nvr lose . laughs . lucky uhs .
Shifu win 20 at mahjong for th first two round :D soooo lucky !
zhong's good guy ! donate money t th winners (: lmao .
After th challet , back t amk . Chit-chat w Jabil and co. Then home-d ard 7 am ? I think .
Sleep and wake up for work :DD LOLs .
Text-ed Willy , but he didn't reply . Thought he's busy , so text-ed him another text asking him is it busy .
He told me nope . And we chatted for awhile , then I told him I don't disturb him lerhs .
He replied , will text me again :DD Hope so uhs . laughs .
Shifu didn't call zhong wake up , he overslept and didn't go for his bike test . ROFL !
told ya, zhong ! " don't put soooo much hope on ben alr ! " :D
Tml zhong having TP , jiayous jiayous jiayous ! :DD
Tml night working at explorer again -.- but before go work must go sk take pay from didi .
Tue work , wed work , thurs explorer , fri work/study , sat work/study , sun explorer :D
schdule pack pack :/ looking forward t april ! APRIL !! :DD
Can meet Willy , that stupid Willy make me wait for soooo long , finally can meet liao .
Don't bomb me again , I'll angry and kill you ;x heex .
April , meeting derrick for a movie :D
Ohya , that guy name call joey . asshole , tell me maju camp got 9sir but shifu sae don'thave .
He keep telling me new one , new one . Shifu friend sae he open one larhhs . LOL !
Find one day , I'll meet you up and SEE who you're ! asshole :/
don'tknow who's th stupid one ask him t disturb me . I smell something fishy -.- hmmm ..
soooo stupid , he sae he go die better -.- " don't you think you're childish ?!?! "
How old alr ? 21 liao lehs -.- wps ehhs .

Tired, tired ! Zan put me plane DD: sad-ed !
bored lehs . going t sleep liao . Hope t have good dream :]
Going t 5am liao . ohmygod , need t wake up at 3pm :'[
missyou, gong ! oops , sorrysorry . you're not dd:

woxihuanni :D muacks ! karmanoaidongson . woots ~ !

2010-03-26T02:54:00.003+08:00

damn short right ?! wapiang ehhs .

die liao larhhs .

2010-03-26T00:37:00.002+08:00

Today wake up liao , prepare and rush t alight-ing point t meet xiang .
laughs . Sorry that I late larhhs , tired ma . LOL !
We went t basement 2 t grab some snacks . laughs . Then t lvl 4 meet Ziyin .
She watching movie w friends . Then xiang and me go t 203 t buy cig and start pur flyers -.-
Today not so tired larhhs , all go t letter box ! LOLs .
Before that , we went t top image t have a hair cut . laughs , now short hair liao DD:
After flyers , went home . But in between, got one guy text-ed me .
He sae he call Joey -.- he sae he took my number from fb .
But didn't ask my permission DD: angrys* arghh !
i went t fb find , he told me he deleted away alr cause got virus -.- when did fb got virus ?!?!
damn it , liar ! i ask him for friendster , he told me what century alr -.- wapiang ehhs !
then he sae , next time meet up jiu can see liao . he drive and come fetch me -.- wth !
Then he talk cock w me . And sae things idon't understand , nono .. I shld sae he don't understand what I'm talking about -.- ROAR ! tohhui . Tonight not doing " art " , tomorrow bah ?
LOL ! Tomorrow meet willy , i meet th property agent who give us flyers de .
Cause today nvr meet dao him . Tomorrow meet alr go explorer work :D
Don'tknow tml busy not . Sigh*
Soooo miss you luhh , when then you free t meet ?!?! humpf .
Where's my apologise ?!?! :DD

i'll be waiting for th day that you'll loves me like before .
muacks. missyou;x

2010-03-25T04:08:00.002+08:00

th day before yesterday , working at explorer was soo damn fun ! :DD
but bored when no customer . After work , went home and do some " art " (:
From 1am plus do until 3 plus 4 . Just only drawing th minnie mouse head alr spent me almost an hour . ohmygod! In my whole life time , I nvr draw minnie mouse before lorhhs .
So hard larhhs . Keep draw and erase , draw and erase -.-
Until i think quite okay alr . Hope can make it uhs . Laughs !
wls , last time thanks t lucas make me don't like mickey and minnie .
Xuanting th minnie and he's th mickey . ohmygod ! LOLs .
Now I need t draw minnie -.- ohmy .
After finish my " art " , I mean only half done . Then went t bed , can't get t sleep .
Turn here and there until 6am , I fall asleep ! Finally :DD
But 7plus in th morning , i woke up and went t toilet . My stomach stir-ing when i'm asleep :'[
Maybe that night ate something wrong . Make me go toilet for soooo many times .
Almost faint larhhs -.- i text-ed you but after two texts , you nvr reply me .
Always NOreply . Asshole ! i asked you if i almost fainted , you believe .
Reply also don'thave . humpf ! angrys*
That time stomach cramp also , cry until cannot liao . But don't dare t call you larhhs .
Call also no use de , you can't do anything . I mean you won't do anything .
Just fcuk care, am I right ?! Sigh*
When i get back t sleep this morning , I wake up by xiang -.- ass !!
Say 3.30 meeting willy t get flyers . ermm , not that willy larhhs -.-
Another Willy but also a property agent . Why th hell there's alot of ppl call willy ?
ROARRRRR ~ ! Get th flyers , wanted t distribute . It rains ! wps , not my day larhhs .
Really not my day -.- stomach pain , almost faint , raining then cannot work .
Once th rain stop , we start t distribute . Until we're hungry , went t 347 .
Saw daddy, still not so sio . Murmie sae xiang nvr text her , damn SIO uhs !
Just now ard 11 plus then finish our flyers -.- tml still got ! ohmygod.
And i just found something real bad . See liao almost cry uhs .
Actually , your room that wardrobe w a poster of derrick ho is your ex-girlf de,
not your sis de right ? Sigh*
It means from th start , you re just lying t me uhs ?
She's single now , you can be w her bah ? hmmm .. I really have no courage t tell you everything .
Idon'thave ! Although xiang keep ask me t do as she said but I choose t wait :D
Wait till th day you apologise t me , so that I can meet you and also tell you bah ? I hope so . laughs .
Which of your words/sentence is truth ? Sigh*
Don'tknow why , march pass v long . Is it I'm not working , that's why pass soo slow ?
Can it be more faster ? So I can get t see you soon :D heex .
So tired , going t sleep lerhs . Tomorrow 11 meet xiang do flyers then go have a hair cut and continue w our flyers :D stupid flyers , make me soooo tired ..

Lovesyou w all my hearts :D muacks.
once again , telling you imissyou:D
fb , you didn't reply me! bad.

2010-03-23T15:11:00.004+08:00

these two days soooo terrible DD: stomach cramp till i almost faint in th toilet .
whole body sooo cold .. but you're not ard .
xiang ask me t do something that won't think about th cramp -.-
i on songs , listen till i cry . lmao ! cry till sooo terrible .
she ask me t call you but i don't dare . laughs . forget it bah .
you sae you'll text me again , it's alr two days but you still haven't text me .
what t do ?!
yesterday went t popular find something t do my " art " LOL !
yesterday really not my day . suday ton w daddy and co.
morning actually going out w them . i text-ed daddy and murmie , ask them t text me when they wake up .
I didn't sleep all th way till 12 plus , i text murmie again .
she told me they at daddy's friend house alr . just now too rush , forget t text me -.-
damm ! i tio dua by them . they nvr even tell me !
then wait for them t come back like they're coming back from johor liddat .
then daddy ask me want meet at 347 , i told him okay .
i go 347 , they all walking down . sae going 326 . fcuk !
imagine i nvr walk pass them , they even text me also won't .
sure another plane for me luhh . fcuk larhhs !
then yesterday , whole day nvr eat . i buy things go over t 326 find them .
ended up no space for us t sit and eat . damm , i walk over t another side and eat .
i ask daddy over , he sae he going else where w his friends first . fcuk !
put me such a BIG plane . good lo , asshole !
really not my day . dammit ! hope ltr will be a good day at explorer .
my first day at there . laughs ! will i get t see you there w your friends ? LOL !
comfirm not . you want go drink , comfirm lebar . not explorer .
bored bored . i hope every seconds , you'll be there for me . this is what you told me .
but nothing i get from you . not even texts or calls .
when's th apologise ? when then i can get t see you ? sigh*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , QIQI MURMIE AND XIAOFU ; MR YIPWENFU :D Wish you two all th best and stay happy always (: LOVES ! xoxo.

为什么你要离开我
是不是我又做错了什么
心好痛你要离开我
是不是我付出的不够多
when you left me that day,
my heart hurts alot .
I don't want you t leave me .

2010-03-19T18:16:00.003+08:00

last few days text you nvr reply DD: humpf .
you text getting colder and colder . don't just entertain me luhh .
sigh* maybe you're too busy lerhs bah .
hope one day you'll auto text me ? hope so .
DD: imissyou.
I got sun burn-ed -.- now look so tanned ! heex .
i'm soooo stupid keep waiting for you t text me . can't you text me just once ?
Qiqi murmie teach me , if you want t see that person or receive texts or calls from that person .
Say that person name for ten times :D it's true !
Qiqi say ten times and Jonathan called her . Xiang say 30 times yesterday , she saw Jovin last night .
But for me , i've said more than hundred times bah . nothing . a few texts bah ? LOL .
It proven that Jonathan loves Qiqi , Jovin like? xiang and for me ,
I loves you but you don't even like me . that's why i said over hundred times but you still didn't show up .
Daddy still sae maybe another party sae don't wish t see me, double of what i've said .
that's why i cannot see him DD:
Daddy ask me t sae 300 times , if cannot 3000 times , still cannot 30000 times -.-
re you nuts ? if he really don't wish t meet me or see me , how many times i've said also no use .
sad-ed ! DD:
16th1ma ! nomore, nomore :/
imissyou, know ? sigh* boredbored w/out you by my side . LOL ! not ji mo cai shou ai luhh .
really want you t be by myside , i swear iloveyou.
yesterday night went t meet siistaa xuxujiu :DD
then saw Jabil and Qiqi . So went over t 303 , daddy , murmie , Jabil and her boyf at there .
LOLs . play poker , nb ! -.- nothing better t do uhs ? bored.
then back home t sleep then goodwood DD: ROARRR !
later go buy dinner and cig . no cig liao DD:
mj going t get probation . actually tonning but now slack late on sat .
bored , still tot can go east coast cycling :x but ended up slack late .
beta than nothing . okay lor . pei you one last time :DD loves you, dear .

~~16th1ma~~ . missyoumissyoumissyou.
i swear, iloveyou.

2010-03-16T01:25:00.003+08:00

soooo stupid me , these few days keep waiting for your texts but ended up , nothing from you !
damn! today first day working at orchard centre :DD
as a sales assistant ! part - time de . sugarlink ! my didi's mother shop .
woots ~ ! actually work monday t thursday , i only work for monday .
cause tuesday t thursday cannot work . my didi will bring his brother there t pei him :DD
lol! you're an asshole , asshole , asshole !
so tired after work -.- my eyes like panda :'[ bastard , fcuk you ! dd:

~~HAPPY ONEMONTH ANNIVERSARY :D~~ LOL ! :/

you're an asshole ! :DD ROARRRR !
youwatchout, ~~wyts~~ :/ bastard (:

2010-03-13T01:31:00.002+08:00

two days nvr text w you lerhs bah :c
today went here and there like stupid . but hope can study till something .
ltr taking one small paper 1 . question give by xiang :/ LOL !
Just now eating cereal w xiang ard 12mn .
I asked xiang a cute question , " Is it home econ's lesson got say midnight eat cereal more healthy ? "
she laughed and nvr answer me -.- then she sae cause can digest easily ! LOL .
LMAO . Joke of th day :DDDDD
now xiang kp-ing me . ask me faster go write th essay -.- ROARRRRR !
tml then blog :]

apologise then a lunch.

hmmm ~

2010-03-11T01:45:00.003+08:00

today , wish you all th best and good luck :DD
and wish myself all th best in my studies ! GOOD LUCK t me , hope that i'll get a passed O lvl cert :DDDDD lol.
laughs . today went t ttsh . then off t yckcc reset my pw .
then t pp study :] wls . stupid xiang ask me write 200 words in th summary .
but actually is 150 words . act one only . cher !
then we were on th 55 bus back t amk . th bus damn funny luhh .
like i'm on a bumpy ride luhh . th road is so smooth but th bus liddat . lol !
and th bus driving soooo slow lorhhs . funny uhs .
just now meet bilbil :D cute larhhs , we use fb t contact each other . laughs .
coolcool ~ ! heex . missyou. laughs , so random !

~~woxihuanni jiaowojinshihansuchobulajixianggutou~~ .
woxihuanni !

2010-03-10T01:01:00.002+08:00

i dream of you yesterday night ! LOL . finally , i dream of you .
FINALLY ! lmao . but not a good dream luhhs .
You're kneeling down t apologise t me , i stopped you and hug you .
Then i sae " I don't want your apologise , i just want you t be with me ."
Then you pushed me away and said you won't be w me . WON'T !
mygod ! i woke up and keep thinking about this . lol!
I think you won't push me away and sae that . what you will do is even apologise also won't .
so this thing won't happen t me bah . lol !
i think of you too much uhs , that's why dream of you . lmao .

日有所思，夜有所梦嘛 :DD

2010-03-10T00:41:00.002+08:00

your ringtone changed t " 为什么你要离开我 "
then just now th ringtone rings and my heart beat so fast .
lmao , feel sooo happy that you contact me uhs :D
but you also won't know -.- LOL !
when th day i don't loves you , will be th day i telling you " nights " and not " nightnight "
understand ? LOL . fine , you won't know anything luhh .
keep t myself will do :D heex . boredbored !
eating chips right now . just now w xiang and her dad and bro .
watching a movie call " being human " .
damn funny luhh ! rofl . today , i didn't eat much bah . i woke up till night time nvr eat .
until i met xiang , when t food court . th food suck , after eating afew mouth .
I throw th food there . telling myself , no second time alr . lols .
I finished my haipai ! LOVES THIS SHOW . loves it lots .
dalang ~ dalang ~ :DDDDD
so scare-d , almost tell you james de things . LOL !
don't tell you better , tell you also no point . you won't do anything de . you'll just fcuk care it .
save my effort for tell you :DD keep it t me :] heex .
boredbored . everyday like that no life larhhs . rather sleep all day , two days even forever :D
but can't . che !

imissyou.
i wanted t tell you i miss your hugs !
but i don't think there's a point telling you .
so i deleted away all what i've type .
and leave it blank . :D lovesyou.

2010-03-08T07:03:00.002+08:00

ohmygod. Just now in th morning ard 5.30am , I was shocked !
James suddenly call me . keep calling me , about 3 missed calls .
I don't dare t answer . I don't know what happen .
And then , he text-ed me ard 6.01am " today u didn't show up, so i go drink w my colleagues, and I even bring one girl home, she want to have sex with me, but when she naked i think about u. So I stop her and sent her home, u didn't noe all this days i dream about u. i really like u, and want to be ur boy friend, so can consider about me? "
I didn't reply him and continue w my haipai . I was damn fcuking shocked and scare-d larhhs !
Th first thing I think of is, where're you ? isn't it you , who told me you'll always there for me ?
I was damn scare larhhs . And god damn angry w James ! what's think about me when th girl naked ?! what th fcuk ?! and does all your things link-ed w me ? how can you tell me this kind of things ?! you make me feel that you're so sickening . what th fcuk!
then not long , he text-ed me this ard 6.10am " U noe y, the girl sucking my dick for half an hour, but i just cant do it because of u! "
OHMYGOD ! what th fcuk-ing hell re you talking ? How can you tell me these, man ?!
Show some respect , boy ! You're god damn childish . I'm finding you real vexed !
Damn angry and scare larhhs , pcb . WYTS, where're you ?! asshole , you're not here for me .
I'm damn scare now ! Sigh* for what fcuk i want you t be here ? you also won't know this matter .
Even you know, you also won't care for me luhh ! You'll just fcuk care and do your own stuff .
I was damn scare till i wanna cry larhhs . no one care for me luhh ! :'[

You pissed me off, idiot ! You better watch out, boy !
Hope this th last time you sending me this kind of texts .
Damn it !

2010-03-08T06:05:00.005+08:00

laughs . ever seen xiang's funeral pic ? LOL.

these re those pic that we went t suki sushi at amk then bought our contact lens .

but too bad, don't have tracy's picture . if we go out again .

take many many w tracy :D

let th pictures speak for me :DD

imissyou.

2010-03-07T04:19:00.002+08:00

thank you for what you did , and this is what i get back .
i guess tml also won't turn out t be good day luhh !
no point going out alr . no sentosa trip tml . no, nothing !
just stay at home and sleep till i die :DDDDD nice one larhhs .
lol! 3 times , you made me ... :D thank you v much !
well done , dude . it just like something keep stabing my heart and take it out that feeling .
cool ~ ! th next day morning , is like putting salt onto my wound .
really thanks t what you've DONE . it hurts . thought you're trustworthy .
but , PUI ! act one , step one . do you know how terrible i been thru these two days ?
what marina barrage ?! Pui ! what " i don't wish t " ?! Pui ! who you think you're t treat your GRANDMOTHER like this ?!

what will you do,

if th one you live for leaves you ?

2010-03-05T22:00:00.002+08:00

today soooo suay , go work flyer . th paper toooo heavy , my left arm cramp !
while eating dinner , i burn my tongue :'[ th noodle too hot .
soooo pain ! today's flyer soooo good luhh . 1700 pieces of paper - 160 bucks .
good uhs ? lol! :DD i want t watch hot summer day !! no one pei me DD:
sadsad ! my arm so pain now , cannot tahan lehs ! DDDDDD:

missyoumissyoumissyou.

2010-03-03T23:13:00.004+08:00

today woke up , watch half of haipaitianxin . then bathe and stuff while waiting for Tracy's call .
ended up is xiang's phone got prob can't receive Tracy's call . i mean it's my fault .
cause that's my phone , i lent it t xiang . laughs ! we went t jubilee meet Tracy . then off t suki sushi for our dinner .
that's my lunch toooooo ! sobsob . soooo hungry :'[
after eating , met willy for a while . a smoke , i think . then he went back home .
i continue shop w xiang and Tracy . then xiang and me bought 2 pairs of contact lens .
cause buy 2 get 2 free . we pay for one price , get two pairs . laughs .
then we went t toilet and put it on . took some pictures . will post up ltr :]
then we chat and smoke for awhile , xiang went home . same for me too :DD
still waiting for th haipaitianxin t load . i go pack my stuff in my room first .
my thumb drive lost !! my god .. i keep finding it but can't find . stupid ! I forgotten where i put alr .
nowadays i'm soooo terrible -.- i become more and more forgetful .
keep forgetting things . stupid lo :x tomorrow go where hao ? hub shopping !
buy my earphone and some stuff :DDDDD then go meet xiang ? not again ?!?! -.-
lmao . actually wanted t buy white contact lens . but i think i wear it, many ppl will run away and think i'm a monster -.-
sad ! next time then buy white one :D LOLs !
bored larhhs . go pack my stuff first . later then continue blog ?? lol.

"live life fruitfully" ?!?!

nahh .... .... lol!

2010-03-03T02:17:00.002+08:00

these few days , working , working . bored !
today after work went t orchard shopping w xiang and ziyin :]
then went t bugis . laughs . i bought heels , soooo tall !!
xiang sae if i wear this heels, don't go out w her . lmao .
we shop and cock th whole night . my dinner delay till ten plus and i'm having mac as my dinner -.-
damn ! not nice :'[ want t have long john but close alr .
afte our dinner , we went back t amk and xiang have no place t go .
she came t my house and now she's sleeping like pig . stupid :x
i'm soooo tired that my eyes keep want t close -.-
but i want t chiong my haipaitianxin ! i'm now watching esp 3 ._.
don'tknow by two days can i chiong it finish . laughs .
while loading for th other esp , i blog first :DD boredbored larhhs .
this morning or afternoon i text you , NOreply ! ASSHOLE .
today, afternoon .. went lunch w ivan and vero . no huilin, bored lo !
that stupid james still want t buy lunch for me -.- idiot !
this job getting more and more fed up w it but now i'm fine . i mean FREEDOM ! woots ~ !
lmao . tomorrow go hub buy something then go city plaza nearby do contact lens .
lol. if i wear it out , will i scare ppl away ? :/ won't larhhs , i think . lol!
waa , my arms cramp now ! v pain ... stupid luhh !

missing you, my boy ! you must be sleeping like pig right now .
if not, means you're outside lorhhs :/ laughs ! misses .
boredbored now .

marina barrage* !

nice place luhh . loves it soooo much .

2010-02-26T19:34:00.002+08:00

missing my boy now . so bad of you t let me miss you .
IDIOT ! lols. soooo miss you but you've your lion dance bah .
bored, bored youknow ?! liddat wasted my replacement off DD:
we're like many days nvr meet up liddat .
narhhs , bored! shld be going out t meet xiang for cycling at east coast .
but stupid larhhs, ended up i'm still at home waiting for xiang t come back from east coast .
sobored larhhs . at amk soooo bored ! no life ehhs, xiang .
my replacement off lehs, don't waste it ma . :/
yesterday met xiang , my boyf :] and my boyf's boyf -.-
hueyli came, then vin . so cool uh ?!
when I'm w my boyf and her boyf . we went t hub walk walk , then t subway for my lunch/dinner :D lol.
after drinking th cold barley , my stomach cramp ._. stupid !
we went t 7o0 for dylan t study and for me t rest -.-
meanwhile, waiting for xiang . laughs :] funny larhhs . speaking stupid english !
who speaks broken one, pay 50cents . act cute lo .
xiang keep paying money , i'm th smart one :] listen t music without any talking :DD
i keep want t smoke but they no cig , so have t wait for hueyli t come .
stupid larhhs , my cig dropped yesterday DD:
then they walk here and there and stuff -.- ended up i'm back w my boyf at 7o0 .
they go home, i go eat .. so suay larhhs, nothing t eat . ended up eating chips -.-
badbad ! then chit chat till th morning . cool uh ?! soooo tired . yawns*
home-d ard 6 then bathe-d and slept till now .
still angry w xiang larhhs , wasted my replacement off . idiot ! x;

marrina barrage :D

2010-02-25T01:41:00.003+08:00

that time bee sadsad , went t puggol marina .
I remembered that place were when Ice and me went there for fishing .
don't remember 4, 5 years ago de lerhs . sorry uhs .
laughs . i feel terrible th next day -.- ah bee still put plane .

today went t catch a movie w muahchii kia .
cool luhh, that movie . after watchin , jason keep saying he is zeus -.-
lame larhhs . this movie v kay yan . nice,nice(:
after that when t vl find jurist and kazau . I met mr. gaga in singapore :D
jurist keep make th sound from th song , bad romance . laughs .
Jason call him mr. gaga . LOLs ! then met keith , funny larhhs .
now , v hungry . nothing for me t eat at home . lazy t go out also .
:'[ hope i've a maid larhhs ! laughs . took my replacement off tml .
shld be going out w xiang de larhhs . someone also don't want t meet me :'[

missyou but youdon'tknow.

2010-02-25T01:08:00.002+08:00

stupid larhhs . these few months -.- Christmas eve went t belly and stuff .
Don't talk about that day larhhs , stupid day -.-
Christmas that day, got a bbq celebration at pasir ris .
laughs . after that went t find lingling chat . stupid me , sitting at th stairs also can sleep -.-
some idiots making me soooo upset that day larhhs ! damn it .
On New Year , got a buffet at my outlet . cool uhs . laughs .
After th buffet, I mean after I knock off . I went down t Hougang and eat .
Cause th buffet sucks ! Met xiang and co.
Then xiang kee siiao -.- stupid idiot ! ended up waste my cab fares t go find you .
pei you ton , pei you walk from hougang t amk -.-
SOT uhs !? lol.

This job getting more and more fcuk up ! not happy working there luhh .
Quiting soon .. But just nice , my senior cashier text me and said i only need t work till wed .
I can don't need t come alr . Goodgood ! :DDDDD lol.
th chinese new year period damn cool luhh ! A funny guy came t me and ask what's my name -.-
Stupid larhhs, ask your boss you'll know larhhs .
Ended up this guy actually know my name luhh, still ask -.- stupid !
this guy spent a dollar t make me laughs whole day ehhs . cute ! heex ..
And that STUPID WILSON , match maker lo -.- intro this and that .
Scare I can't married out .. Keep intro James that IDIOT -.- !! wls .
always pissed off by james lo , still intro . fcuk de lehs .

On 13 feb ,
stupid day . met xiang at her house downstairs in th morning .
we go cut hair then eat our breakfast ard th noon time -.-
then went t Woodlands, bought flowers for vin .
after buying , we went t sembawang for dinner w her dad .
then back t amk , met my girlf and vin .
then th nightmare for xiang , came .... stupid larhhs !
feel like fcuk xiang upside down inside out lo .
bought th flowers but no courage t give . cab here and there .
ended up put outside her house ._. stupid lehs .
then back home for mahjong . after mahjong , my driver came
and we went t marina barrage cause xiang v sad . let her shout at there , cause free de :D
lol. then home t sleep . slept till evening , that's my valentine day lo -.-
woke up and met xiang for a movie w her bro and dad .
then went t play pool . found that my skills sucks now !
then went t arcade cause her bro want play then we join in have fun :DD
before that , xiang bought flowers for me when we walk pass a place selling out left over flowers .
then walk pass breadtalk , i bought a cake for xiang cause it's her BIRTHDAY !!
lol. after arcade-ing , we went t opposite block t cut th cakes w bee .
took some photos . slack awhile and talk cock .
after that, bee suggested t qo sing k -.- funny uh ? random lo ..
we all agreed and went t kbox . xiang's bro only sing one song th whole night .
after singing , all went home :] th next day until now .
boring uh, no life larhhs ! sing k, mahjong, movie, eat, sleep, drink -.-

2009-12-03T16:28:00.003+08:00

Angrys !

i want t cry liao larhhs ! Fcuk de lehs .
My friendster profile suddenly all change .
Old stuff not there liao . become blank -.-
Redo and redo for damn many times also cannot !
My extre feature-d don't have liao DD: sadded !
Fcuk friendster lehs ! throw away th acc liao !!
aarrgggghhhhhh !!!!!!! hate friendster ! fcuk de lehs .

touched :D

Just now my korr call me , tot I do something wrong or what lehs .
He pass me a pack of chips and said :" nah, this one keep too long liao , take and eat !"
lmao ! My korrkorr still cares for me de :DD laughs !
Although he 嘴硬心软 dd: heex ! Soooooo touched and HAPPY !
Loves you , ah korr ! xoxo
I think is my korr see me qort become guaiguai sooo treat me goodgood :DDD
Laughs !

Yeaterday went t Jovin's birthday ! damn many ppl :D
v FUN uhs ! laughs . HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOVIN !
all th best :] oh ya , forgotten someone again !
ALVIN YEO !! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, STUPID MUAHCHII !!
all th best t you too :D xoxo , loves all of you :DD
ltr go meet lingling go swensen eat :]
come back then post again ! loves !

loves you !

2009-11-30T00:44:00.002+08:00

Just ended working . roar ~ ! soooooo tired -.-
Wednesday, Jovin's birthday ! Going down t celebrate w her :D
Soooo, tired . Last few days go play mj . wtf, went home-d, my charger spoilt !
My goodness , man ! fcuk ! Just borrowed charger from Ice .
Now charging phone . Angrys*
Ltr go where hao ? v tired lo -.- Leg v pain ! Stomach cramp -.- !
angry, ANGRY ! Wanna buy new phone liao !
Yeaaaaaa ! Dad pay :DDDDDD Pay 100 bucks -.-

Loves ! , baby loves :D !

Misses :'[

2009-11-25T12:03:00.001+08:00

Stomach pain :'[
Still have t work , v tired ! what t do ?!?!
Bored -.- Loves !

BabyLoves :DD

:D

2009-11-24T02:37:00.006+08:00

** - ~~1000 bucks t my mum bank !~~
** - Osim stuff for my mum !
** - ~~Osim stuff for his mum !~~
** - Do well in my career !(not th cashier one!)
* - Go Thailand !
* - Go Hong Kong !
* - ~~Buy new dress !~~
* - ~~Buy new shoes !~~
* - ~~Buy new bag !~~
* - ~~Buy new phone !~~
** - ~~Bring LingLing t sizzler eat !~~
** - ~~Buy LingLing a present !~~

All these stuff must be done before this year end-ed .
Cock horr ?!?! Lmao . most important one have two starstar :DD
rofl . seems like , all my salary is at others than me -.-
Commitments bah ! laughs !!!!

Miss you !

2009-11-24T02:33:00.002+08:00

What do you do, when th person you live for leaves you ?

Roar ~ !!
Today , happening day ! -.- Yawns* v tired now !
tml still got work ! heng arh, afternoon shitf :DDDDD
Posting blog when I'm free bah .
I'm left alone now , that no one want me -.-
Miss you !

Left my tears dropping down-wards,

there's still no one cares for me .

2009-11-11T01:23:00.002+08:00

- Fall

I gave you all you desired, all that you needed
Boy, I provided
I let you into my head, into my bed
And that's a privilege
I had your back at th anwers
You took th dollars
I took th chances
Defended, battled and fought
Cause I really thought you loved me
I don't know where t start or where t stop
No, but I know I'm done
I've had enough
So fall out of my hands, out of my heart
And when you hit th ground
You'll be sorry that I'm not ard
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind, out of your fantasy
When you hit th wall
Think of me
I'll be on th top watching you fall
You said that you were th strong one
I was th girl and I was th young one
I kept your feet on th ground
My head in th rounds I had you
You told me you were so grateful
I was w you and I was so faithful
Stood by in all that you said and all that you did
I loved you
I don't know how t act or what t say
But I know I am good
I'll be okay

2009-11-10T21:51:00.003+08:00

lmao .

Yesterday went for interview at " Good Wood Florist "

As a cashier :DD APPROVED !!!!

Laughs . Tml start work lerhs ! Yesterday night still went t boat quay ,

keep drinking for 3 hours . Starting nvr drink soooo much de .

Stupid Kenny play th poker . Make me drink and drink .

Finish drinking , pour liao still drink . lmao .

Drink till th second bottle left 1/4 then stopped and went 7-11 for chips :DD

Chat w Jason for 2 hours :D He cared his girlf alot ! Serious :DD

Then went back, slacked awhile . Went t clarke quay eat . But ended up,

went t thomson eat 鱼圆mee po干 :DDDDD then bus-ed home .

Sleeeeeeeeep . Woke up ard th afternoon , then went thomson plaza for xiang's interview .

Went t eat, fcuk up stall ! Then back home for toilet .

Now, post a blog :DD ltr must sleep early, tml 1330 start work !!!

bored , still need t wash my clothes ltr -.-

Hope can earn alot alot ! then buy a present for my mum :DD !

Then save money ... ...

Saw Lucas yesterday at boat quay , he's at somewhere else .

Then he went t whale , saw him while I'm drinking :D

Then chatted awhile , ask him when returning me my psp !

After our conversation , he went off w his friends t nana .

Stupid place , not fun de ! They after nana , went t Oasis .

Stupid place again -.- lmao . I all th way at whale , v bored .

Cause not much ppl at there . Bored till cannot .

Stupid kenny !! I jio rong hui for 5 sec after he 5 sec w jason .

But ronghui rejected :D lmao . Next time bah xDD

Next time don't go whale liao . Go kampong bahru find ahbing !

Left those tears droping down wards

t my hands,

there's still no one cares for me .

2009-11-09T04:51:00.002+08:00

I wanted you t be there when I fall . I wanted you t see me throught it all .

I wanted you t be th one I loved .

I wanted you t hold me in my sleep . I wanted you t show me what I need .

I wanted you t know just how down deep .

But it hurts when you say that you understand me .

So believe me, I'm sorry .

2009-11-09T04:30:00.002+08:00

Today, woke up ard 5 in th evening . Using com for awhile .
Then off t hub for interview :D then t Zan's birthday .
Reached there , have an arguement w PingYan ! Asshole .
Sae me till liddat , niceeee one ! I'll let you get back :D
Then played awhile de mj w Fang, Ben and Ivy .
Then went t take bus, waited all th way from 1145 till 1230 .
No bus -.- asshole ! Went t take cab , back t amk .
Ice brought me a cig from malaysian , went t take .
Chatted awhile then back home-d ard 2 . Bathe out, Kuan chew called .
Chatted awhile and went t cook noodle eat :D heex .
But xiang cook, I use com ! lmao . Took quite a few pictures today :DD
Will upload on th morning after my next interview :DDDDD
Now eating my noodles , after eating then call Kuan Chew back .
v hot now ! Xiang went t sleep liao , bored !
Hate that PingYan . My hate list, by right doesn't have a lot of ppl .
I mean even a person also don't have ! He's th one , name will always be there !
Asshole, fcuk him upside down inside out ! Opps . dd:
Bored ! I go finish my noodles then call him back then t sleep .
aarbb0 cannot interview liao DD:

I wanted you, I wanted you .

2009-11-07T21:33:00.002+08:00

These few days , qo here and there :D
prata , prata and PRATA -.- my goodness !!
Went t Sembawang for prata , 2o0 plus for prata !
-.- bored ! watched two movies ;
Jennifer's body & Poker King . lmao .
Poker king quite funny :DD
Jennifer's body not really got watch . Cause v cold and keep tio disturb !
ROAR ~ ! th whole cinema in eng wah jubilee , only got we two niia .
Scary lehs . Jovin and xiang also . lmao .
Then slack, slack and SLACK -.- LAMEEEEEE !
humpf , bored narhhs ! Just now went gym ; tired !
I just slept for 3 hrs only then gym -.- damn it !
Decided t eat at Subway , end up they don't want ! then ate at food court -.-
siianz . bought cookies , 2 white chip & 1 double . cool ~ !
Niceeeeee ! laughs . Eat till v full , still go play pool ! idiot .
A bunch of 12 years old kids ask me t buy " breezer " for them -.-
Ended up , don't want also ! lameeeee -.-i"
Played pool , stomach not so comfortable . Then went home for toilet ! lmao .
Ltr meet siistaaaaaaa !! xu xu jiu :DD
Nothing t sae her , hope she'll take good care of herself ! Loves you , siistaa !
Wanna create blog but can't , ANGRYYYYY !!
ltr must go home sleep early , sooooo tired ! monday interview ohhs .... ....
Hope I'll be approve ! wish me good luck ! heex :DDDDDD

2009-11-05T18:01:00.002+08:00

Bored .____. hungry ! ltr create blog . laughs .
ltr go where lehs ? hmmm ..

th ring is still on my hand .

on th finger which are not easily take off .

2009-11-05T04:18:00.002+08:00

Roar ~ ! I can't upload all th photos . My phone sot liao .

Now only got these . Cute uhs ? laughs .

I make spoilt his cusion ! Sorryyyyyyyyy ~ !

Guilty ! lmao . He side view look like Li Jiu Zhe .

But he totally not like him norhhs .

Hais , he just now talk on th phone like that idiot !

I hate it alot , man ! My goodness . ROARRRRRR ~ !

Like I'm his girl alr liddat . humpf . I know you're looking at my blog now !

KUA LAN JIAO UHS ?!?! rofl .

Cannot angry horr , future will be better ? okay ? laughs .

Don't be like that stupid guy can ? I hate it !

Smoking now , ltr gonna wash those stupid clothes .

Sigh* siianz .. Tml MUST meet them hors !

Promises for you, I've given . Now is your promises t me hors , asshole !

lols . This guy v funny , lameeee at times ! But okay larhhs !

Laughs . If he's not like that stupid idiot ping yan , maybe we can talk more on th phone !

hais . tml want t eat what hao ?

Just now went t sembawang just t eat prata ! Idiot .

Called ann t disturb him ! Then back t amk , SLACKKKK -.-

Yesterday, gastric pain till cannot lorhhs . Eat liao also liddat .

Sigh* But still okay luhh , got his LAMEEEEEEEE jokes .

Lion dance , liao dance , still liao dance ! ROAR ~ !

Going sot liao .... ....

2009-11-05T04:04:00.003+08:00

Lmao . My pictures funny uhs ? Too bored liao .

First 3 is just finish doing chores and qoin t mac for supper :D

Then at Fuji Xerox company interview , too bored take de !

Then th others is nothing t do dd: rofl .

This two days happening ! laughs ..

2009-11-04T15:44:00.002+08:00

Nothing t post now , going t interview ltr .
At LITTLE INDIAN :DD Don't know can work not !
Hope cannnnnn !!!! rofl .

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2009-10-29T05:19:00.006+08:00

This is all today's trip in th afternoon !

Damn tired , nvr eat for th whole day !

All th way till now , still haven't eat ! Stomach damn pain !

Sigh* Gonna sleep till I die :DDD

Best thing in my life , SLEEPPPPPPP !

Nothing much t talk here , just let my photos speak for me :]

Deardear , missing you ! Will you ... ? Sigh*

I think I've nothing t say liao . Wanna say de , all at another post liao .

Can you don't disappoint me anymore ?

Can't you don't keep on bastard-ing me and " them " ?

Sigh* Feelings fade are not as easy as you said !

You can sooooo easily fade-d away your feelings towards me ,

means you're not totally loves me ! Your loves are not true .

You don't even know what's call " loves "

You only know what's " PLAYYYYY " !! Hais , my god man !

When will you be ... ? forget it . Ask also no use .

I know sometimes words left unspoken , will make th other one sad .

But I rather myself t be th one sad !

Remember t eat , drink more water . Smoke less , drink alcohol less too !

Don't get yourself into many troubles and problems .

Don't injured yourself . Don't play and fool ard .

Busy w your commitments , that's all . I'll be v happy !

Lastly , LOVES !

2009-10-29T03:40:00.005+08:00

This is xiang after her hair cut :] lmao .

Th second and third pic, nice ? third pic more nice ,

like emo kiia ! rofl .

She look soooooo siianz ! Many ppl say no different from th last hair cut .

dots =.=i" really mehs ? I don't think so .

I think th back view got different ! laughs !!

2009-10-29T01:15:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, before go out .

laughs ! After my bathe , took a few pictures .

My hair still wet ! cool uhs ~ ?

rofl .

Inside my toilet !!

Oh ya , make me remember yesterday !

My stomach cramp , I forgotten to bring my stuff out .

I'm damn forgetful now ! My goodness .

Then I was soooo xiia suay when I w xiang ! ROAR ~ !

I feel like I'm a retarded ! Damn it !

And xiang keep laughing . fcuk you upside down !

Xiang went for hair cut . laughs !

Many ppl even his girlf also said nothing different .

But I feel th different , maybe I accompany her go de .

I know where's th different bah .

Lols . Funny uhs ? That's yesterday , and one day just liddat past .

Feel like dying ! Wanna faster change job !

Yesterday you got guaiguai ? Sigh* Miss you like hell !

When am I gonna receive your text ?

Heard this and that , really v disappoint-ing .

But th v last thing wanna say is ;

" I loves you , feelings are not easy t fade .

Don't wanna listen t me , it's okay !

Be good , drink more water and smoke less .

Put on your blanket when you sleep !

Say you loves me , that's th most important thing .

I really care for you , will you treasure me when I'm gonna leave ?

I don't wish this t happen ! "

2009-10-26T23:44:00.003+08:00

Before cut hair , but quite along ago th pictures .

Laughs , nothing t post so upload photos :DD

V emo uhs ? rofl . Don't anyhow think , is too bored liao .

Then I sae a car , RX-8 .

Th plate number ish 3821 o.0

Maybe I suah gu larhhs . In my life only got 3 person got 3821 as plate number luhh .

=,=i" oh ya , still got one . plate number ish 3811 :DDDDD`

laughs .

Deardear, Jiayou on your cs work if haven't finish yet !

muacks , loves ! x33

2009-10-26T22:50:00.003+08:00

I just went t cut hair this afternoon .

I went t Top Image but closed . Then went t nearby salon .

Cut my hair . Now so short T . T

My goodness !! v buan ! Before going Hougang .

Saw grandson , De Zhi , Rong Huo and I think he's scam .

I don't know luhh . Chatted awhile then off t hougang .

Before alight from bus , saw Shushun .

Chatted awhile also . Then went t void deck sit , see newspaper .

Waa , soooo guai uhs ? laughs .

Now listening t xin tiao . laughs .

v nice . Just now , my dinner only ate a bit .

Cause throat v pain . My stomach cramp . Damn fcuking pain .

Don't know how am I gonna work . Sigh*

Must faster save money liao . Going out w them t boat quay !

._. don't know my friends going not . Scare tio ps -,-

It's okay de . hmmm ... ...

Missing you right now , really don't know what can I talk t you anymore .

When I started this job of mine , you started t be soooo cold t me .

And said alot of words which don't use t be out of your mouth .

Sigh* Since you haven't reply my comments .

means we're still counted as tgt . I don't want just only th status .

I want everything of yours . I wanna adapt into your life again .

Yupps, th last thing I've t said is ; don't always drink .

drink more water, smoke less :DD okay ? Sleep early , don't always ton .

Hug piglet almost everyday and not letting them at a corner .

Don't let your friends sit on them . Don't give other ppl my piglet .

Alright ? hmmm ... think say so much you also won't hear or listen .

Will you understand how's my feeling now ? hmmm ..

I think this question should not exist in this world :DDDDD

Takecare of yourself, dear . loves ! free then text me bah . muacks x33

2009-10-26T02:43:00.003+08:00

bored , keep listenint t a song call " Ji Mo Cai Shou Ai "
This song very nice , but went t pub and ktv don't have T.T
And one more song ish " Xin Tiao "
Missing him right now . But still ... ...
Yesterday met Jason and kenny , heard alot of stuff .
So disappointed !
Then , Jason and I went t kpool . we played billard .
Jason very jialat uhs ..
But pool , he v good ! Then shi fu came , wanted go drink .
after I eat my guo tiao , i don't feel like drinking luhh .
Sorry, shi fu ! Don't moody larhhs .
I also v moody . Cheer up ya ?
Stressing over money now , not me only . sigh*
Heard from Zan, Ice got car alr . laughs .

I alr more than 24hrs nvr sleep . Cause of Jason not in good mood ,
Go down pei him , half way down , he asked me wanna go boat quay .
siiao uhs ?! Then slack late till th next day morning 6 plus then went hm .
home-d ard 7 plus . I about 33 hrs plus nvr sleep . My god !
Now v tired cause just finish doing my exercise .
Ltr going out t eat , damn hungry !

missing you right now . hope you did take care of yourself when I'm not ard with you .
Cause i've t work . Sorry ? laughs .
You must be using com now . Dota-ing uhs ?
fun not ? rofl . must eat okay ? yesterday heard you nvr eat .
Today I also don't have appetite t eat .
now damn hungry , laughs ;DDDDD drink more water also .
muacks ! loves you , deardear :D mid mid .

2009-10-23T00:43:00.005+08:00

Missing my boyf right now .

Tot he really went t bathe so nvr reply my text .

But ended up , he went t use computer !!

Sigh*

I'm damn sad, man !

Jason they all and many ppl asked him ;

"still tgt w JiaWen ? "

He'll replied ; " broke up alr , I'm single now ! "

My goodness , my dear . When did we break up ?

This things make me sad over th whole day .

oh ya , last few days went t boat quay .

So called " old friends gathering " rofl .

This remind me of Jason .

We went there t drink , I'm just purely went down for drinking :D

Kenny they all ... hmmm .. laughs .

ard 3 t 4 liddat , Zan , ru and ben came .

Go over t whiskey bar then t x bar .

Before that we were at whale , soooo many chiobus :DD

Alot of girls calling kenny as lucas . funny !

Th monkey also v funny .

Know a girl name bel , heard she said she sent lucas home .

My god , man ??!! still got alot of girls ..

Our 8th month coming , hope we'll be able t meet up .

if not, when I get my pay . I'll go boat quay , xiang wanna open at whale .

Laughs ! I've aksed alot of ppl :D

v siianz down there that time . drink and play till i no voice .

now sore throat again ! fcuk .

ErMm ... hope that what you've promised me is true .

Hope to see you on our 8th month anniversary :}

Don't always go drink , not good for health uhs .

remember t eat your every meal , okay ? don't fall sick ,

cause I'm not ard by your side t take care you .

Won't be able t meet everyday cause you have your friends , bro

and your commitments .

I've t work too :D hope that you're really busy w your commitments

and not w those girls . loves , deardear ! muacks .

2009-10-18T17:33:00.005+08:00

Misses for you !

These few days v siianz , without deardear at myside .
Missing him .
V tired , yesterday and today nvr get t sleep for v long .
always waiting for deardear t reply .
Should be meeting him ltr :DD

I alr sick for quite long . throat always v pain .
Lozenges no use de .. Deardear also not free t feed me eat med dd:
laughs .
Want to smoke also v hard . hais .
now v hungry , hope ltr can eat dinner w deardear .
loves, deardear . Muacks !

2009-09-23T14:42:00.001+08:00

Happiness won't last long :]
Promises re meant t be broken .

she's a lil girl,

living in her perfect world.

until th bad guy came,

and tore it apart.

2009-07-24T18:09:00.002+08:00

These few days working . At Secret Island .
Now still not enough people . Anyone is 16 years old and above .
And interested in this job , walk-in interview at Far East #03-131 :]
We need Female Sales Assistant :DD

rofl . These few days working, always stomach pain .
weird nor .
Deardear also de same . laughs .
Deardear now working . Bored .
Ltr meeting Ben , he v funny . Ask me t help him find some dry sand, ants, grass .
rofl . Wondering what he wanna do .
Meeting mj t get back my phone :]
Oh ya, hope everyone can support my boyf :] when you all wanna buy any sports or boxing equiment . Go t Marina Square , Liangsheng sport . 3rd floor ba .
Just beside world of sport :D

Yesterday went Pasir ris just t eat Subway =,=i"
Then arcade-d awhile , pool awhile .
Back t arcade again . V fun larhhs .
I saw Daniel's new movie ! I forgotten th name liao . Show on 30th July :DD
I wanna WATCH ! laughs . get pay, buy phone and watch movie !
Go eat nice nice th food ! rofl .

Missing my boyf right now !
Last few days , my boyf working at msq .
He seems like th boss there . Working can shopping play games de .
laughs . Use 9 bucks t get th bad badtz maru for me !
V happy !! Laughs . How come 9 bucks jiu got liao .
Comfirm lie t me de . rofl .
Thanks lot, deardear :DD loves !

2009-07-21T16:50:00.002+08:00

So long didn't post le .
Just now v BORED !
NOW, very ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!
Roar .

v hot . ltr go watch movie ??
maybe larhhs . sigh*

2009-07-06T05:13:00.002+08:00

I just now done a quiz , I forgotten th name .
Th quiz is liddat de ;

If you had a long day away from home, the 1st thing you do is...
[x]kiss you bf/gf
[]Sit and read
[]have a big bowl of soup
[]fall on the couch and sleep
Your faverite order in on a friday is...
[x]nothing really
[]Pizza
[]finger foods
[]Chinese
When you see your crush for the 1st time in ages you...
[x]Whisper hi and hope they don't here
[]run up and just start talking
[]give them a big hug from behind
[]pet thier dog that is following them
Your favorite animal is...
[]a wolf
[]a fox
[]a demon of some sort
[x]anything that lives in the ocean
Do you think this quiz is a waist of time?
[]No
[]Yes
[]umm...
[x]I'm doing it aint I

Th quiz lame ma ? laughs .
hmmm .. I don't know what I get in th end .
nvm, it's okay . It doesn't concern me .
V sick now , tired , having cramps and pain everywhere !

2009-07-06T04:36:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry, my dear .

Sorry just now for throwing tantrum .
But I'm sad over things . sigh*
You won't understand de .
Eaten Mac just now , okay larhhs . Stomach still v pain .
Now, running nose . They can go race liao .
v xinku . sigh*
Watching th " rosy business " too .
Wonder what are you doing now . Watching or sleeping ?
You comfirm can't wake up on time ltr .
I shld've gone t bed long ago . Not at here waititng for you t come .
Ltr go where hao nehs ? hmmm .. bored .
Why all of them still haven't call me ? I need a JOB !

4th July :
Morning having breakfast w Lucas and lingling while waiting for SuYuan .
Went t Haw Par Villa w Lucas, his sis, SuYuan, Marcus & co.
We went in t th 10 courts of hell ? I think .
Marcus & his friends look bored w th stuff there .
I think I'm th slowest one , laughs . I mean reading and looking at those hell things ?
Lucas and SuYuan taking pictures of them .
Lovely ~
hmmm .. After that , we walked here and there looking at those stuff inside .
Have some pictures of them , but at Lucas there .
I think I no need t upload or take from him larhhs .
Cause I didn't take any . Only SuYuan and his sis took pictures :D
And some pictures from 10 courts of hell , I think I don't need t upload larhhs .
Ltr scare you all away dd: Go there and see for yourself larhhs , haisyo !
laughs . After Haw Par Villa, went Vivo for our lunch at Super Dog .
Lucas ate BEEF ! Nice ma ?! rofls !!
Then arcade-d at Vivo . Played ParaPara and DDR .
My DDR like shit liao . Sigh*
Aiya, nvm larhhs . Got SuYuan help me ma :D She played w Lucas .
Cool ~ Then walked here and there at Vivo .
But after our lunch , Marcus and his friends went Sentosa tonning .
Funny ? rofl . After stuff and stuff at Vivo then went t Bishan J8,
jalan jalan and stuff . Action City that " Digital Clock " v fun !
I wanna buy it but 60 bucks ehhs ! Damn , next time ba .
Then arcade-d awhile , Rock fever , Photo hunt and stuff :D
SY rock fever lose t me dd: I want t play dj(7 key) but not enough token :[
Next time ba ! Back t tpy , dinner .
Saddness and stuff happen . Damn . But Forget it . You happy jiu hao lo !

Happiness always don't last long .

See you soon,

My HAPPINESS !!!

2009-07-02T12:50:00.004+08:00

~~FCUKqq~~ , understand ?

This morning , ard 5 plus . Going t bed while waiting for boyf t come .
But he didn't . I fall alseep after that .
I thought I left him out outside my house . I faster get my phone and see
damn it ! No calls or text from him . I called him .
He didn't ans . Then while waiting I fall asleep again .
Keep on wake up just t see whether he's outside or did he call or text me ?
But all along , this is what he told me . As he said , all along , he's at home sleeping .
But if really like this . Then I'm worry for what ?! Stupid me !
I do things for him, this is how you give back !
Don't ever forget , who owe who first ! Yet you still ...
You say I don't like t lose , must win . Then why I say brk you cannot ?
You also don't like t lose ? ...

I've cried 3 times :DD happy hors ? I called you ard 12 plus but you didn't answer . I cried . talking w daddy, cried again . Then hanged up th call . After awhile , I called again . Cried th third time :DD HAPPY LOR !

Last time you say I didn't care you , didn't give you attention .
That's why you do those stupid things t seek my attention .
Now I give alr , what've you done ? ~~FCUKqq~~
You'll be regretted ! Don't like my attention .
Say only , I can't fcuk care you all th way :DDDD
Thanks for th hurt you've give :] Thank you !

Happy Ending !

# lalalas -

2009-07-02T02:17:00.003+08:00

I forgotten t post something . I was too tired yesterday .
I mean this morning ? Sorry deardear :D
hmmm ..

23th June :
Went t swimming w Lucas, LingLing and co.
At Jurong :D laughs . Quite fun but Lucas seems like v bored going out w me ??
hmmm ..
After swimming , went his house .
Something happen . I walked out of his house ,
and I used more than 5 mins time t walk out his block !
Damn nor ! Then I jalan jalan at Lorong 4 .
Funny hors ? laughs . Then went back t his house .
Do you think this v fun ? Go here and there ?!

26th June :
Went t escape w xiang, hueyli, Lucas .
Then while playing , xiang's bro came . Then we continued .
I feel like killing them ! After wet and wild , it's alr v WET !
Nevermind . Then when we're all dry , go wet and wild again !
Damn you all nor ! V gao wei de lehs ....
But v fun ! I shouted something !!!!! make someone v happy ohhs !
laughs . I also v happy :DDD
Then Lucas :D bro came , Lucas and I went off .
Left xiang, hueyli and vincent continue playing in escape dd:
I saw TINGTING when I went out of escape !!!!
Then we went t eat :DD finally ! ShuShun wanna eat KFC .
We went there but no place for us t sit . Then walked here and there .
Stupid , eat a dinner also need t walk here and there =,=i"
So I suggest-ed t eat at Subway ! After we eat finish , we went t temple !
I fell asleep in there cause damn tired .
Then suddenly ShuShun ask me t go ahpek there . I don't know what he talking larhhs !
Then ShuShun tell me , he want me ltr help Lucas tie hair for de zaizai ..
Funny uhs ? Why find me ? dots ..
Then ended , went home ! Went home for what ? SLEEP LOR ! -.-

30th June :
After Lucas' court . We went Bugis .
His mum bought a bag for me :DD Thanks , Auntie !
OMG !!! I FORGOTTEN SOMETHING .
I FORGOT T SAY ' THANK YOU ' T LUCAS' MUM !!
Laughs . Lucas bought one bermudas and two boxes :DD
One playboy and one spongeBob ! Cute lehs ! rofl /.
Went for lunch after that , then back-ed home .
I think my last time th bosses bankrupt liao ! All his shop at Bugis street closed .
hmmm ..

1st July :
I woke up ard 3plus . Pei Boyf go home changed then t a place .
He say is between tpy and thomson =,=i" !!!!
Slap you uhs !
Then went home again , then off t J8 .
Bought my slippers . Went B1 , bought " ball ball "
Then foodcourt for our dinner ?
Then arcade for awhile . Almost 8 lerhs . So fast DD:
Went t buy some chocolate but end up w 4 honey stick :DD
Shld be straight home but went central 7-11 for chocolate !
Many places didn't sell Dove chocolate only central 7-11 have .
Why uhs ? laughs . Went Subway for cookies ! YUMMYYYYYYYYY !!
Home-d ard 2115 . Watched th show then bathe .
Till now , bored ! Going t sleep ltr on :DD

Deardear phone spoilt ! I wonder tml how t contact .
Ermm , I mean th sim card's problem !
hmmm .. Hope it'll be alright in th morning .
If not, deardear have t wait outside th whole day xDDDDDD`
Wish you good luck , dear :D Loves !

Tomorrow shld be going Far east for interview :D
Wish me good luck ! rofl /.

2009-07-01T01:33:00.002+08:00

20th June :
Herman's Birthday :D Went Sentosa . Sun tanned .
Play and play . V fun !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LAOGE ! I mean belated dd:

21th June - 29th June :
Pei Boyf :] Went t here and there . Life still okay .
Th v bad thing is I haven found a job !! My god, gonna bankrupt !
I mean , I alr bankrupt ! Laughs .

30th June :
Lucas went court . Accompany him .
Probation ohh .. Haha ! See how you go out play :DD
I call police catch you uhs ! LOLS .
Congrats , beta then you go in ! rofl . Kidding larhhs .

1st July :
laughs . Means now larhhs ! I bored till cannot .
So post-ed this blog . Ltr going t sleep .
Waiting for boyf t come over too :] loves !
Ltr go where hao nehs ???? hmmm ..
Boring .
My leg v pain ! That stupid slipper ! Shldn't brough it that time .
Yesterday, chasing th bus w Lucas :] use run de lehs !
My legs got blisters ! DAMN ! ROAR ~ !
Now my blisters v pain , I mean my leg ! Th damn whole leg !
Sigh* Ltr , I think going t M)phosis buy slippers .
v tired also . Feel like sleeping but don't wanna sleep . Aiya , I sot liao ..
-,-i"

2009-06-18T02:15:00.002+08:00

15th June :
Went t Th Arena , celebrate SuYuan's birthday .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUYUAN ! I mean belated
Go in and out . Problems .
Stupid nor . First time go w boyf :] laughs .
Will post those pictures that I didn't post de , soon ! :DD

16th June :
Slack at outside for awhile then Daddy v sad .
Pei him go here and there liao .
Then go tpy :DDD
MISS YOU ! Can see you again liao :D

17th June :
Just now went Long John for dinner w Lucas :]
Then he went home , I slack w mj .
Then Peilin come nd meet me ! Slack, chit-chat !
Then late-d go home, I mean I didn't went home .
Dear dear angry w me ! Sorry .
I morning w go meet you de ! Comfirm :]
But I'm really sorry . I don't know what t say t you .
Really sorry , don't sad and angry okay ? Loves you !

Ltr morning will be,
go home then prepare go tpy w herman .
Then Herman house , maybe gym, maybe swimming .
Tired , but pei dear dear . OKAY de !
laughs . Missing you right now but you sleeping like pig now :DD

2009-06-05T21:10:00.003+08:00

29th May :

Celebrate-d my birthday at east coast :D
w lots of ppl . Stupid Daddy and Herman, let us wait for them for so long .
Cycling till morning . This year v happy !!
although not many ppl came larhhs .. laughs .

30th May :

Cut cake at my house . Thanks everyone for coming !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY T MYSELF ! Wish me all th best !
ROFL .

31th May t 4th June :

Accompany my dear Lucas :DD
We went shopping . And met Pei Lin , my sistaa ! So long nvr meet lerhs !
Laughs .

TODAY 5th June :

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAR DEAR !
OUR 3rd MONTH ! Loves ! Don't do those things t me lerhs , okay ?
Those stupid swine do de things , laughs !
Loves you , stupid dear dear ! muacks .

Be your fiancée :D

2009-05-25T03:34:00.002+08:00

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything
When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late
Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real
Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real
Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

2009-05-25T03:30:00.001+08:00

This few days keep meeting Lucas :] that's why didn't post any blog .
Laughs . Just now , I mean 24th may ard evening time .
I was at Lucas' house having my dinner . Then went t Amk meet mj .
He went arcade w Bobby . Then mj and I went t 347 t meet daddy and Herman etc .
Laughs . I tell Herman some msg jokes .
Then all went home . Laughs . I was home-d ard 12.3oam .
Eaten . And chat w Lucas . He's sleeping like a pig now !
If not, means he went out norhhs . He remember that he tml got work jiu hao liao .
Tired , tired ! Maybe morning go meet mj :] Bored .
My birthday coming . Last two years, no boyf accompany .
I means th past 15 years ba . Laughs . Kidding larhhs . I can't remember much about th past .
Hope that my boyf won't put plane on my birthday " celebration " .
Wish me good luck, my friends ?

Missing my swine swine dear !
Kidding larhhs . Rofl .
Miss my Lucas.L

2009-05-25T03:17:00.001+08:00

Hush Hush (DJ Fisun Extended Mix) - Pussycat Dolls

2009-05-25T03:12:00.001+08:00

[원더걸스(Wonder Girls)] Nobody.mp3 -

LIFE IS IMPERFECT WITHOUT SEEING YOU
I CANNOT HAVE ANYONE BUT YOU... AHHH

YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU BABY,
AND IT WILL NEVER CHANGE

I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU
CAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY

WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO PUSH ME AWAY?
YOU KNOW THAT I HATE IT,
YOU IGNORE WHAT IM SAYING
WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO SEND ME TO OTHER?
YOU PUSH ME AWAY LIKE A LITTLE
EACH DAY WHY?

SAYING THAT THIS IS FOR MY OWN GOOD
SAYING THAT YOU ARE JUST NOT WORTH IT
PLEASE, STOP IT RIGHT NOW COZ'
YOU KNOW ME ENOUGH THAT I WILL COME BACK TO YOU NO MATTER WHAT!

I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU
CAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY

I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU
CAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY

ALL THE PUSHING WON'T CHANGE MY FEELINGS
I AM HAPPY TO HAVE YOU,
MORE THAN WILLING TO PLEASE YOU
I'M BEGGING YOU PLEASE
DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME
COZ' I CAN'T BE HAPPY AWAY
FROM YOUR SIDE

SAYING THAT THIS IS FOR MY OWN GOOD
SAYING THAT YOU ARE JUST NOT WORTH IT
PLEASE, STOP IT RIGHT NOW COZ'
YOU KNOW ME ENOUGH THAT I WILL COME BACK TO YOU NO MATTER WHAT!

I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU
CAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY

I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU
CAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY

I DON'T WANT NOBODY, BODY
I DON'T WANT NOBODY, BODY
LIFE IS UNPERFECT WITHOUT SEEING YOU
I CANNOT HAVE ANYONE BUT YOU... AHHH

I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU
CAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY

I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU
I WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU
CAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOU
I WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY

RAP:
BACK TO THE DAYS WHEN WE WERE
SO YOUNG AND WILD AND FREE
EVERYTHING WE HAD BACK THEN
WAS LIKE A DREAM
IF ONLY I COULD TURN BACK TIME
WHY DO YOU KEEP ON PUSHING ME AWAY?
WHY DO YOU PUSH ME AWAY?
I DON'T WANT NOBODY, NOBODY,
NOBODY. NOBODY BUT YOU

2009-05-21T06:02:00.002+08:00

Today wake up v late . I mean yesterday cause alr past 12mn .
Prepare-d then went t tpy meet Lucas :]
At first he say, meet at bishan . In th end tpy ==
Met him then went his house for dinner . Then went t Fairprice t buy rice .
Cause his mum say so . Then after buying all th stuff his mum wanted .
We went down t amk . Slack for a while , buy things, walk ard and stuff .
Then accompany him t wait for th bus . He board th bus and I went home alone .
He sleep quite early today :DD Hope he won't fall asleep when he's working .
But I'm still blogging at this time dd: rofl .
V tired, don't know ltr will wake up at what time . Don't know what time can meet him .
Maybe he's gonna take OT ltr . Sigh*
So tired and not enough sleep still want t work so hard .

Dear dear , sorry .
You everyday after work alr so tired still need t sent me home .
I'm sorry . Loves you :] , ~~SWINE~~ !
SWINE !! ._.

2009-05-21T04:58:00.015+08:00

These pictures will speak for me .

Cause I'm lazy to type .

And these are one month ago pictures dd:

Missing my fiancé,

right now .

2009-05-20T02:05:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not posting . But I'm still v busy right now .
Busy going to sleep . Cause I'm tired .
Maybe tomorrow night , I'll post all of th stuff which I didn't post-ed this few weeks .
Takecare everyone :D Nights .

Missing my stupid ~~SWINE~~ dear , right now !

2009-05-11T17:59:00.002+08:00

Bored .

Waiting for him . It has been ages I didn't see you .
sigh* Our loves really fade-d away .

Rak chan riak wa thoe :]

I loves you, baby !

2009-04-20T05:30:00.002+08:00

Just got scolding from my bro .
i didn't treat my house as a hotel . You can bring friends , why can't I ?
Damn !
I miss those days 2 years ago .
We have joker ard, entertainment and stuff .
But now , lots of them went out of our group of friends .
And some have heart problem w th others . How come ?

Bored and sad ? Sigh*
I miss him , miss him alot . Thinking of him almost everyday .
What should I do ?
But he loves me no more .

I loves you very much !

You ? Will you txnd ?

2009-04-20T05:13:00.002+08:00

Sorry for so long didn't post .
But, I think people won't come my blog and browse, anyway .
Alot of spider web ard here .
1 month past, and problem came .
Found out that he lied t me . Lots of, lots of stuff .
He hide-d from me . I hope that he will tell me th whole FACTS .
But didn't know that, he nvr admit anything . Still continues hiding from me .
Quarrels, argument and stuff comes .
Felt hurting when I quarrel w you . But will you felt hurting when you scolded me ??
Sigh* You told me you cried for me , is it real ?
Or you're just simply enjoying yourself w those peoples which I don't wish t know
who are them ?
I rak khun mak mak, but you ?
Will you continue hiding th truth from me ?? Or you'll honestly tell me ??

Th first day you started school , alot of lies started .
I don't know what you're going on ? hope it doesn't ruined our relationship .
Till last friday , you started to treat me better than th week start .
But now, today . You start all th lies again .
Is it when I'm rich, you treat me like a boss and kiss my ass ?
Then when I'm poor, which I've spent those money on *** then
you gonna push me away far and find a new one ?
When I'm rich again, is it you will come back t me and treat me like a princess ?

My loves for you is true,

but you ? I hope so ...

2009-04-12T03:10:00.001+08:00

So long didn't post lerhs .
Today quite lonely . Tio ps th whole day !!
Happy ps day ! -.-

2009-03-22T07:08:00.002+08:00

Tired ! Happening day :D

Wake up yesterday , meet up w them at Hougang 8 . Then go Hougang mall .
Problem, PROBLEM and PROBLEMs ! I've nothing t do over there other than playing ._.
Starting was v funny , then th worst problem came ! Feel like fcukinq them up ! Rofl .
Then walk here and there like an idiot ! Then off t plaza play pool ! Stupid ah Bear ask me take out student pass , then cannot go in ! ROAR !
Then we go smoke outside th toilet -.- A few girls wanna find us problem ! laughs .
In th end, sio putt de ! LOLS .. Still don't have table for us t play pool .
Then we go down for our dinner . After dinner , back t k pool :DD

Waited for 十八子嘉山豆 t come :DD then pool for awhile .
Back t amk , met Daddy and laoge .
Slack awhile then back hm for mj . But play half-way jiu stop lerhs .
Bored till post a blog . Still cannot sleep cause ltr going gym w Herman, Suyuan etc .
Idk still got who going . ltr all can't wake up , I sure fcuk them all up ! Rofl .
I found something ! A PIG SLEEPING IN FRONT OF ME NOW ! Rofl .
Find something t do lehs . Ltr after gym, going Hougang find ppl ! My dear [ mj ] come fetch me :DDD Rofl !
I heard someone saying " Sorry x2 t [dear's house]x2, t dear x2 ." laughs .

BORED ! Going t toh liao,

dk Herman they all comfirm will go or not DD:

2009-03-21T08:33:00.002+08:00

TIRED .____.

Just came back from downtime . Stupid place , make me bored till cannot .

So sad , he giving me excuses that why we can't be audi cpl .

Laughs . Then forget it , find daddy ! Rofl . I look like despo* for audi cpl liddat .

Rofl . Bored till cannot . Add on his excuses , make me wanna fcuk him upside down,

inside out ! ROARS ! ~

Still cannot sleep, cause waiting for Daddy to come over my house :D

Wanna buy a hair band for him and mei mei . Cause I make mei mei's hair band torn .

But he don't know I going out buy stuff , tot I go out w Daddy :DD

Rofl , then he like got a sad or weird face . Laughs .

Now watching don't know what movie on Pipi which is he download one .

Eating chips :D damn sleepy and hungry

kid tung mak mak ._.

Feel like fcuk you up !

2009-03-21T02:14:00.002+08:00

BORED .

So bored now . At downtime , they are playing DOTA !
I've nothing t do, so post a blog :D
Before that, I at home . Boyf come my house :]
Laughs, she use friendster for awhile then we went out .
Then slack awhile, off t Woodlands . Then back t AMK .
Slack awhile, off t Bedok . Today, I went here and there ._. Just now still sit beside
ah peh !! ANGRYS *
Laughs . Actually v funny ... Then back t AMK , met Daddy then Downtime .
I've been rot for 1 hr , I think .
Bored . Bored . Bored . BORED !

When I get back home then upload pictures :DDDD
Laughs . I've no time to upload those pictures that I took in Malaysia D:
Yesterday went K-Garden w BOYFs :D ! Sing alot . My voice SUCKS ! ROAR !
Martell there only 138 .. Find time go there xPPPPP
Laughs . When is th next time going for " k " ??
BOREDD !!

When will you all end dota ?

I v bored and I WANT SMOKE !

2009-03-17T15:51:00.004+08:00

Going zouk but didn't .

Outside downtime .

At home eating chocolate .

First two pics, me & xiang :]

xiang handsome ?

Let th pictures speak for me :]

2009-03-17T15:17:00.008+08:00

Hougang mall and bus t bedok :D

During work break time :D

2009-03-17T15:08:00.003+08:00

Herman's back :] Went Ichiban >.<

When Ichiban eat all this , bored .

Miss Herman alot . Finally he's back :D

2009-03-17T14:30:00.002+08:00

Nice slippers :D

Laughs, handsome guy :D

Found th slippers one week ago :]

2009-03-17T14:26:00.002+08:00

Guess who's this ? A chubby and cute girl :D

Guess correct, I'll intro her t you uhs ! Rofl ...

Blah blah blah # Boring ... >.<

2009-03-17T13:48:00.002+08:00

ANGRYS *

laughs . Last night tot going boat quay . Che ! Not going .
In th end, pool & lan =,=i" then back t AMK .
Slackked till my boyf :] come , she bought breakfast for us .
Eaten, my stomach pain till like hell !!
Then went hm . Watch " 15 " , then post a blog . Still don't know when I'm free t upload those photos that I took in Malaysia . Bored ..
Later meeting Chu Wen , maybe meet for a movie ?
But before I go, need t go tpy make photos first . Laughs .
Still don't know what time meeting Chu Wen . For sure, she's now thinking I'm still in my bed .
Rofl . I haven sleep dao T.T not so tired but stomach v pain . Never eat .
My goddness ! Pain till cannot ... ROAR ~ !

You all good nor, sleep like " PIG " . I cannot sleep, if sleep jiu cannot meet Chu Wen lerhs .
Alr put her one plane , cannot put second one xPP Rofl .
Bored , still haven finish th conversation w Herman . Not sure when he free .
I miss SALMON ! Later go Ichiban buy :DD heex .
Handphone spoilt . Can't on using my sim card . Others sim card , my phone can on !
ANGRYS nor . Even try others phone using my sim also cannot , others sim in others phone jiu can .. DAMN IT ! ROAR ~ !

Asshole , sleep sleep sleep ! I v bored ! feel like sleeping but alr 2 pm .
Later sure can't make photos & meet Chu Wen .
yawns *

My mum came back from Malaysia ,

miss her so much :DD

2009-03-15T15:57:00.002+08:00

Just met my korr for 2 sticks of cigs and some chat :]
Chat about last time . Laughs . Funny huh ?
He borrow a umbrella from me . Hope that when he return me, I can get to see my da sao :]
Laughs .

I miss you like crazy, man ! sigh *

2009-03-15T14:25:00.004+08:00

I'm SICK !

Today never go work cause " sick " . Laughs . Jason also . Flood his phone like never flood liddat .
No one answer . Damn ! Laughs .. Wa ! You're so ... Rofl .
Korr korr so good , heard that I'm sick . Ask me drink more water , okay ma ? Why sick ?
I answer him all . He ask me whether I eaten, if not he buy for me and bring up my house .
Laughs . Cause he at nearby my house area . But I'm not gonna eat cause waiting for daddy t
come back then go eat tgt :] Laughs . I told my korr, ltr I'll eat . He straight away call me . Ask me t eat now .
Still say, you sick cannot go out buy cause raining soon . I told him , got shelter . He sae can't .
Laughs . Suddenly see him so good t me siia ! Rofl . Korr, dichan rak khun ohhs :]

{L}
Last night after work, meet my boyf :] She from hougang come down meet me awhile then go home .
But in th end, she 4 plus then go home . Laughs . See larhhs, sure tio gan de ! She so good :DDDDD
I LOVES MY BOYF :] Dichan rak khun mak mak , boyf :} [xz]{L}

He really know how t drive car :D rofl . Yesterday still met Herman , ha ! He don't know how t split* !
Herman :
My Boyf :] do split* nice ma ?! So sad, you don't know how t ! Rofl ...

Stupid me, it's really raining now .

I'm hungry ! Daddy , faster come back .

I wanna go eat :D

Rak chan riak wa thoe :]

2009-03-11T09:36:00.002+08:00

Insonmia for 2 DAYS !

Quite fun during outside but still boring sometimes ..
Dots =,=i" Laugh alot on tuesday morning ! ROFL . Then went interview , met Daddy . Went home bathe, met herman .
Saw someone . Eaten at Ichiban . Then went Champion play pool . Then off t Sembawang Park .
Xiao Simon's birthday, BBQ .. Damn it !

Nightmare for me ! Now , don't even have th mood t sleep .
Feel like eating chips !!!

JK , JIAWEN RAK KHUN MAK MAK :D

2009-03-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

Dichan rak khun mak mak :D

2009-03-08T22:26:00.003+08:00

Laughs out loud !

Laughs . I'm so bad, always make you worry ? Rofl .
You too over sensitive , you say me bad ?? Ohhs, man !! Laughs .
I should've thanks you ! For making my legs like this :D
You've alr recover for your legs ? Almost everynight, my legs will pain .
So, is you more worse or mine ? Laughs .

Missing Herman ! Laughs . Asshole, scold me ~~fuck~~ !
I just kidding w you only !
Rofl .

JK, DICHAN RAK KHUN MAK MAK

2008-12-31T00:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2009 , EVERYONE !! ALL TH BEST T YOU ALL . STAY HAPPY ! :DD

2008-12-31T00:34:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

Christmas ? ~~Merry~~ Christmas ?

Alright nor . Kampong aqain . Zz

Today, still okay . Went t pasir ris , see CaoGe de GEYOUHUI .

Took a photo w him . Lols .

Tml qo where hao ? Hais . Last year also not so worry t qo where celebrate . Dk , this year how t celebrate .

No life . Always, kampong .

2008-12-23T20:04:00.002+08:00

So lonq didn't post lerhs . Bored -.-
Hais . Don't know tml qo where hao .
This few days still okay . Quite happy !
Happy 1 year 4th month anniversary , HUBBY ! Ily !
I loves you more than you , I loves you more for you .
I'll even wait forever and ever . You know how I known you .
You within always be .
I'll LOVES you more than ever ! Muacks . Sing for you th :DDDDD
I loves you alot alot ! Missing you too . You ? Workinq .....
Muacks .
almost everyday ...

~~BAD~~ BED TIME STORY ! zZz -.-

Just simply loves you,

BernardTOH

ILY

2008-12-15T22:11:00.002+08:00

So long didn't post lerhs . hmmm ..
Before sleep, post something first (;
Bii Wed gonna get a same phone as mine ! Couple phone ! hahas .
Bii, you sae in th tag board :" as i said! if i dun love u! i won't care even ur single hair drop! hahas!! bleahx! i 'm so happy that i gonna use the same phone wit u le!!! MWARKSSS!! this friday night my office christmas party!

My hair drop alot lehs . You qort ask me abt my hair mehs ? Humpf .
You sure Wed will get ma ? If your Dad don't sign lehs ? Aiya, your Dad don't sign . You cancel th line .
Then open a new line urself lorhhs . heex ;D 2 more days ! You w960i ! Laughs .
This friday night, what time ? I need t qo collect dress :DD Change lerhs then qo find you . At cine right ?
Oh, I habben get th present lehs . You ehhs , bbi ? Buy th present lerhs ma ? What you gonna buy ?
Mmuackks ~ Missing you narhhs !

Bored . 2, 3 days nvr meet you lerhs . Tml qo cut hair bbas .
This few days at hm watching drama =,=i"
Waiting for my dress t come , waiting for bi habbing th same phone w me & waiting for th party !
Laughs .

Just simply loves you,

BernardTOH

ILY

2008-12-05T19:26:00.002+08:00

So happy that my dad bought me a handphone !
aahhahahaahs .
Got new handphone lorhhs :DDDD
My precious Sony Ericsson W960i ! Oopps . I forgotten t sae my another PRECIOUS !
My Hubby ! 卓辉德 , I LOVES YOU ! Muacks .
Missinq you but you workinq . Hais . Today work so late ohhs ?!

Herman :
Faster come back ! Rolfs .

Last few day , at hm sleep till v late then wake up .
Then meet hubby qo arcade , san guo aqain . Rolfs .
Then jiu qo home . Ltr qoin soccer . I mean watch hubby w his childhood frenz soccer :DD
Tml qo bbi's frenz birthday . qort bbq ohhs .
Dk bbi qort buy things for his frenz anort lehhs .

MISS - ING YOU , BBI ! MUACKS *

Just simply loves you,

BernardTOH

ILY♥

2008-12-01T17:45:00.002+08:00

29 Nov o8`

Dating w my hubby :D

Meet my bbi at my hs downstair , then we went t central .

We went in t sumo house t eat our dinner .

Didn't eat much . Then we qo qood speed for lan .

Audition time ! Laughs .

Saw my frenz , which I didn't contact w him for 3 yrs lerhs bbas .

We play audi tgt :DD

Then bbi sae ltr qo cathy watch movie :DDDD

After playinq lan , we go take train t dg .

Go t cathy & watch movie . NC16 !!

HENG !! Th person nvr check me but check wx they all . Rolfs .

Th movie nort scary ddhe D: KM31

After th movie, we back t amk . Hubby want eat :DD

Ys , bbi & me went t small s eat .

bbi finish eating lerhs, it's qo home time !

SLEEP !! Laughs :DDDD

That day was funn ! But bbi keep disturb me non - stop !

Stupid BAD HUBby ! Bleakx =PPPPPP

I miss you, bbi !

Just eaten half bowl of rice . Bored .

Watchinq channel 8 also =,=i"

Waiting for bbi t finish work . Ltr qo BIGMAC th arcade look look :D

Bbi sae see see niia . FAKE ddhe larhhs .

Cmf play sanguo ! Rolfs .

bbi, don't smoke too much narhhs !

Ltr you keep coughin ... ... then no voice ! I'll be there LAUGHING at you !

ahhahaahs ! Loves you , muacks .

3o Nov o8`

Meeting bbi after his gym training .

On th way qo central eat . One uncle sellin otah at 324 .

Buy 8 from him :D we eat finish then qo central sumo house eat aqain .

Today order more food then ytd . Laughs .

Then meet Daddie & Qiqi at sumo house outside .

After eating, qo out smoke . Then went qood speed aqain for AUDI !

Rolfs .. Daddie need t create new acc .

Then daddie & Qiqi qo home lerhs . Not long , ys , bbi & me also qo home lerhs .

BAD ~~BED~~ TIME STORY COMES ! =,=i"

Missing you narhhs, bbi ! humpf ..

Muacks .

Just simply loves you,

BernardTOH

ILY

2008-11-29T16:31:00.003+08:00

TERRIBLE Days !

This few day was so sick !
Work also cannot , what th hell ?!
Stupid =,=i"
This job, Work for a few hrs . Not even sold 1 item .
Kns !
Ytd, BAD HUBBY !
Promise them t soccer than come tc/ see me ?!
They call you , straight away say okay .
I 2 days aqo alr sick . You shld come tc/ see me first then qo ur soccer ma .
STUPID HUBBY ! BAD HUBBY !
NO MATTER WHAT I'M GONNA WACK YOUR BUTT HARD ,
ltr on ! ROARS ! You basket !@#$%^&*

Bi, always say you busy . Don't know you busy wat norhhs .
Sure look at sanguo stuff !
3pm you told me, you gonna finish work SOON !
Your BULLSHIT uhs ?! Now 4.42 pm .
You're still busy . By th time you reached Amk .
I think no need t qo simlim liao .
Humpf . You always liddat !
You sure you know what I'm trying t sae ytd ma ?
Where's your loves , secure, concern & cares ?
STUPID !
Ltr you reach Amk , th sky ish dark . Don't tell me you want simlim horrh ! kaos !
ROARS !

Hate this few days ,

none of your AN QUAN GAN ! roars .

Bernard ,

ILY